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| The original Lord Krishna !๐๐ |
Yeh kis sadi ke log hain bloggo...Yeh Khuda ke roop mein insaan hai, Ya insaan ke roop mein Khuda.....๐
(Are they human in the guise of God ... or are they God in the guise of a human) ~ A dialogue from my favvvvv. Veer Zaara Bollywood movie
(Me rendering the above dialogue with exactly of those emotions that Rani ma'am did in the Veer Zaara movie)๐ #GodSent
(One of my principle in my life is to be a favorite( sweet) hello and memorable goodbye to the people who matters ! ..So,I am re-writing this post keeping it positive as much as possible ...I am so thankful for their time regardless as I will never forget who was there for me when I needed someone by my side (everyone is busy in their respective ways and still who cared/dared even if it was for fun )!!
A blessing in disguise to encounter superstars on Earth who taught me , "You can too shine like a DIAMOND !" (After all, a diamond is a chunk of coal that did really well under pressure ❤❤๐ )...So,they are my precious awards whatsoever !๐
This post is my heartfelt edible tribute to those celebrities who came into my life as a miracle ,angels in disguise ,who gave me their valuable time,effort, and support = affection and to believe,dream and shine .They forced me to steal their shine a bit .I am not that successful yet but ,if I've any good name and fame ,a few of these celebrities are behind it. Touched by their esteemed grace/virtual presence !๐๐๐
I will never forget Unni Mukundan sir from Mollywood,Ranveer Singh sir and Arjun Sir from Bollywood, and Vijay Devarakonda sir from Tollywood. They all cared to share my blog posts etc with their friends/colleagues I believe and made me kinda officially filmi .God knew ,that meri jaise drama queen ko ye professional drama kings and queens hi handle kar sakthey hai .....๐๐kyunki zindagi ek rangmanch hai aur humsab kattputhliyaan...๐
I am not good at promoting my blog post or Youtube videos across different social media platforms still learning. Whenever time allows I do ...Also like my successful bloggers or vloggers I am not that consistent either and I also don't want to be addicted to it or make it my no.1. priority too...So,my social media accounts are not that active...I don't have many followers ...I never liked social media for personal use anyways (up until...)
So,imagine my plight when I realized all these superstars came into my virtual platform one by one and showed their support by being playful according to my blog posts ...They all made me feel seen,heard, and supported ...So lucky and blessed!!!.... Ironically,I can't even say,my dream came true but a miracle came true indeed...Thank You almighty!๐๐
I was like wiping my eyes, pinching myself, and wondering am I asleep or am I daydreaming or it was some kind of illusion ...All I can say ,looking up into the sky and say , "Thank You almighty !!"...Thank you for giving me a sign that you are with me for sure..Thank You for sending these filmi angels in disguise ....Thank You forever !!๐๐๐๐
Now, this is going to be a super long post, my intention is to highlight the good over evil , gratitude over attitude , valuable people over any accolades... = My achievement / Almighty's gift !!๐๐
This is not for people ..
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| I may look like a Balloon but I am not one ...and so I can't be inflated or deflated at anyone's will!๐๐ |
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| It is a bumpy saga still I wanna keep it holy as much as possible... |
I can't indeed stop myself from over-emphasizing because I am that grateful and trust me, meeting Unni Mukundan sir virtually was not a cupid arrow moment but indirectly my deja vu moment/spiritually awakening moment, a tale of self-discovery, self-love and that's why I call it my spiritual connection or that he is that soul connection ...Also,all my relationships with near and dear ones got much better and stronger ..:)) (Touchwood)
If there is something called past life connection and it doesn't have to be romantic always, then that's what I felt, a soul shock, that defied my logic and reasonings...It was like,"I know U !" ...I know it will sound dramatic to non-believers but for me, that's exactly what I felt, a strange familiarity ..
The day he came into my life I told the divine I worship at home
about him that I know, that whatever happens, happens as per
your plan and for good..and I will go with the flow :))..I wrote this
to Unni sir too :) ..Hence, I am only accountable to the divine ...no
one else :)
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I am writing all these as some people think ,perhaps,we are in love or something ..Even when I was a teen,I didn't fall in love ...It must be a lovely feeling to fall in love though ..but I was not conditioned and raised like that and after marriage, it is not right I think !! How can I fall in love with a person I hardly know anything more or if not less than his die-hard fans...
Moreover, true love hardly exists nowadays ,it's all physical ! Being human,it is natural and possible to have feelings (I don't mean s*xual) for someone though,it happens sometimes knowingly or unknowingly and as long as it is healthy,it is ok!
But,I know to keep my limits as always! ๐๐
That's why I mentioned the Mulan movie because that's how I am with any man (huMAN) except the man I married...And I had a close encounter with a knight (I call him a dark knight of my soul/a friend-in-need warrior for me and someone's prince charming) but I will always protect and am loyal to my king only ,my father's wish/reminder like in the movie ๐๐.That was my main point! #Gehraiyaan #TheDepth
To them,I INSIST,and only I can explain that what we have is perhaps a strong spiritual bond as per my research A.K.A Soul connection , a special divine virtual meeting..Pure and simple !
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| #LordShiva andNandi,the bull In 3rd Dimension,(in his shitty/shallow/whore-ific ๐๐๐) world/lifestyle #HowSlutty๐#DisciplineOrDoom๐,he is a super-charged bull I think๐๐ฌ(that's what his industry tried to portray him in movies like one of a kind, a big-time player /pimp, that's the impression I got -how they were staining him (I didn't get that vibe ever and I didn't want to believe that either, eventually, I got a reason to though but then nothing is permanent) and So,I believe he is not fully spiritually awakened yet and that's fine BUT I am a "No BULL-shit" person. And I am talking about MY spiritual journey specifically .๐ |
So,we are two poles apart in the 3 D realm (obviously,we belong to different worlds) , neither I am his type nor he is my type which I knew from the start ...So,it was and is impossible to fall in love ! ...I liked him though ...How unlucky I am even all his fans can say that they love him but it is forbidden for me...๐
Sir ,your movie "Meppadiyyan" speaks volumes !...Hearty congrats on the success! Looks like your movie is copied err I mean inspired by something I read yesterday "The miracles of Banke Bihari temple ,Vrindavan " ,the reason why I am updating," The teacher’s family of Aligarh."๐๐..#AAli?๐
Today is a very auspicious day ,Gupt Navaratri day and Jagannath Puri yatra day ...as I was reading more about Vrindavan ...Lord Krishna showed me this...the story of a princess who went to see Banke Bihair ji and wanted to be with him forever and her family kicked that idea and then Lord Banke Bihari ji started chasing her and he was forced back to the temple and banned by others for the matter ...NOW I KNOW WHERE THE STORY OF BODYBUILDER/GYM STORY WAS COPIED / ORIGINATED FROM..AS ALWAYS THEY TWISTED TO DEFAME ME...#JaiBankeBihariJiKi
FYI - The way we are raised we don't chase any men other than the one we married ...Before marriage, after marriage, we only sleep with the man we marry.
I was wondering why Lord Krishna is called "Banke Bihari" and to my surprise, Lord Krishna's idol is popularly known as "Banke Bihari" in Vrindavan Temple and he showed me this story๐๐...See I am his divine star :D:D Proud to be a Bihari too !...Bolo Banke Bihari ji ki JAI !๐๐....He is calling me to Vrindavan I believe...bulavaa..:)
It's not about the spiritual bond we (Unni sir and me ) share I am glad about,it is about how WONDERFUL my divine is ...call him by any name in any religion :))...๐๐
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| And in the 3D world ,in my case full of depths ๐...since my zodiac astrological star is of Lord Krishna and same as of my Kuladevi,Durga maa and my hubby/Honey P's zodiac star is Leo and mine too ...He is my Lion king/God Narsimham and our female cub born on Buddha Jayanti ๐..Not saying we are God /Goddess or fully spiritually awakened as well but that is the way I was raised to treat the man I married like a God and the one and only pRIDE..BTW,thank God,my hubby's zodiac sign is at least Leo,he loves roaring at me and me too at times to tame him ,but he is otherwise a deer to others who don't deserve it / aiyooo panja paavam/njan onnum arinj illa Rama Narayana๐๐...Aur sabse mereko hi ladna padtha hai/njan vazhakaali/the certified ladaku/the problem maker/fighter..๐#ILoveMyImperfectFamily #Idon'tLikeAnyOutsidersInterferingWithMyPersonalMattersUntilAsked-ForNoReason #OnlyI'veTheRightToSayThisAndThatAboutMyFamilyNotOthers |
What a coincidence,on a funny note,my mother-in-law’s/mami’s name is mata of vani,Saraswati, my sister-in-law’s name is Nandi and my brother-in-law’s name is Mohandas and I'm fond of their kids a lot,now quite grown up,which starts with Sri :D...My hubby’s name is P.Chandra ...and my mother and his father are distant cousins so we are from Chandni family :D ...They were always after all the ride my father gifted me at my wedding …:P:D #ThatGreenCar and blue car ๐๐….Kaun apna,kaun paraya ...only divine knows...For me, they were apno se bhi badkarr ..my own folks...always will be regardless..
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| Just like not every woman wanna sleep with any guy, respects men..Not all guys are simply lusty...decent ones do exist that's what I believe... |
By the way, every friend was once a stranger...And I am neither any beauty queen nor available nor do I believe that interacting with any opposite gender means that I will fall for any guy just like that...Otherwise, we all know friends, etc who are if not better looking and abundant like celebrities....I would rather fall for an ordinary one-woman man if I had to....Not interested in any man!
Infact,I am kinda allergic to the super-rich and famous people. I love my ordinary lifestyle like traveling in local trains,buses,love street foods,not a brand-loving one,loves doing household chores, and appreciate things more that money can't buy ...and always grateful for all my blessings...
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| In the 5D world....It is a pure sacred bond/soul connection/spiritual bond- One man woman/soul intertwined like Radha Krishna and Ardhanareshwar..!๐ |
Thanks to all the culprits, the villains in disguise as you indirectly prompted me to explain the spiritual connections out there in Kaliyuga which even I was not aware of and thought existed in movies or novels ...Until it happened in my life but too late..BUT ON POINT/came handy !!The divine favors the divine in me...:).#Divine'sFavouriteChild๐๐
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| There are low-frequency people around! |
If you google about TF journey,they bump into each other even though both are in different committed relationships...Soul connections are not like any affairs ...It happens for a " higher purpose" even without any personal interactions ..
I really wish we would have met virtually soon as I would have reinvented my life in a much more prosperous way because you are indeed my good luck charm in disguise...
๐(I think we met to heal and transform each other and also to highlight the evils/the dark forces hidden in the society,most importantly that divine may be invisible but he exists and he is watching over..heaven,hell also exists as it does on Earth itself and the power of love and light !:)) )๐
Even Lord Jesus and Mary Magdalene were twin flames..As mentioned in history.com,these lines especially ,"Over the centuries, everyone from early church leaders and scholars to novelists and filmmakers have revised and elaborated on the story of Mary Magdalene.
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| AMEN ! I'm protected!๐๐ |
On one hand, they downplayed her importance by claiming she was a characterless /ruined woman who repented and was saved by Christ’s teachings. On the other, some early Christian texts depicted Mary Magdalene as not just a mere follower, but Jesus’s trusted companion"
Today, Mary Magdalene is considered a saint by the Roman Catholic, Eastern Orthodox, Anglican, and Lutheran churches, with a feast day celebrated on July 22."
Well,it takes one to know one...
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Also, I realized that even in Islam,no offense to anyone but it is "speculated" that there is a Shiva lingam in Mecca Madina :))...I am smiling at how the universe is backing me up...๐
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| Mecca Madina - InshAllah ! |
Also,if it was love/affair/fling,I would have hidden it without any hint and not shared anything in public just like that especially when I am surrounded by some haters who are looking for that one silly reason to push me down by hook or crook...so,I am clarifying the truth! ..I say as it is , otherwise may not,if it is harmful to anyone in any way....
He is the first celebrity who gave me his time, attention and he came into my life as a friend in need to cheer me up/ a distraction from my issues/baby blues then,so he is very special to me forever And I was just returning the favor :))...I will always appreciate all the positive efforts for sure by default.๐๐๐
Sometimes I am harsh to him to hate me more and also want to see my celebrity friend doing well in all areas...:)
I was never his fan as I've not seen many of his movies,he was suggested by Insta ,I don't follow all celebrities anyways....I reciprocated for giving me his time by commenting on his pics whenever he posted something as per my blog like other celebrities thereafter...But he was the only celebrity I interacted with like that...
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| Friendly with no strings attached! |
When I was in India for months,my hubby was not with me,if he had any bad intentions,he would have at least flirted with me...He didn't ! ...twice or thrice I commented on his pics, emailed, and sent a gift as a token of thanks..That's it ! He was friendly but kept an apt distance AND THAT'S WHAT MADE ME HIS FAN !๐๐๐ I don't know how he is in personal life,which is none of my business but he was decent towards me then..that's why I have a soft corner for him and kinda supported him warna mudd ke bhi nahi dekhthey๐
I didn't even say goodbye,I thought it won't matter ever..You are the ONLY guy/celebrity in my life whom I wished I could meet "as a fan" one day...abb darr lagtha hai...
For months we were not in touch a bit (via commenting) ...After coming back from India, the story changed..I felt like being kinda love-bombed ...They hacked my then's mobile number of US and whatever pic I uploaded on my Whatsapp, they were being playful/ manipulating/luring me by putting pics on Insta ...Good thing is my hubby, family, and friends were all watching..that's why no one ever questioned me about these players ...
I couldn't understand how can he miss me so much and why .....I even sent him a long email letter telling him all the possible reasons he should never have any feelings for me and that I've hardly anything to offer him and may he get an amazing woman and prosperous life. Since I know he had his shares of heartbreaking past like most of us have,I was handling it my way gently since others were staining him already....
He was "acting" like the sad climax from the movie sadma ..So,how can one not have feelings/empathy ..So,I was being gentle with him/his heart but since he thinks all my videos and blog posts are relatable to him somehow everything got ugly..
Sir,at times you were controlling, possessive and jealous in every way (I didn't know how to stop it literally !) ...I only dance to the man I married's tune ,otherwise, he is not into dancing so I dance alone...
I mentioned the star magic show deliberately on my blog to make sure it doesn't escalate any further because I knew I won't be able to control everything all by myself from all the players ..Since they are celebrities they will recluse I thought..
But over time,I was being thrown key limes,then lemons by their industry ...Then it became grapefruits...Initially, I thought it was the drama created by the atom star and the baby star but later realized there is a common sugar daddy, a Grandmaster was playing behind the scenes all along....
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| #RavanaPrabhu#Kuberan#Khalifas#BechariManju....This is also for other Ravanas out there.. |
In one of my blog post I mentioned the famous dialogue from the movie ,"Taken" ,"I don't know who you are, what you want..."That's when I saw the first glimpse/ Drishyam of the player ..standing next to the pic of a mermaid in a bad position ...That's how the game began ...This actor is the IT actor of Mollywood and he was my most fav. hero all time..I loved watching all his old Malayalam movies and melodious songs that were my type, simple, meaningful, funny, and family-oriented..But he disappointed me big time ! ...I saw M.L. signing a cooking competition held by Kerala Tourism which I saw later and I did participate ..Winner gets a roundtrip and a week's stay in a hotel..I wonder if there was an inferior motive ..now that I recall that...Very sad how Mollywood power-played and did their level best from all sides to stain a snow-white like me ...#KarmaWillOneDayGetYouAll
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| Chatambi/Troublemaker for the right reason ! |
The intention was probably to highlight (misuse of )their power for fun and ruin my reputation so that I'll be a disgrace to my family and nation and disposed of probably...I noticed Kollywood and others giving me a hint ..From Juhiii to Kaviya (BTW, these women are beautiful beyond words) ..Stain to gain or just for fun...I am writing this mainly for the record ..as years will pass, people may forget but this is in self-defense, for my future's safety...
They all have daughters at home,how will they feel if it happens to their own daughter ...Then it will hurt for sure I believe!
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The whole motive I stressed on/shared this soul connection right from the beginning was to find out and bring out the real player out,I've named him "Mahishasura Raktbeej"....
I had no ulterior motive ever ,I've always emphasized from the start that we simply share a sacred bond to be fair with Unni sir and all..Nothing more, nothing less! Then why this foul play ?? Why am I being only targeted?
BTW,if your friend is doing something wrong one should certainly advise him not to..but ONLY when your heart and intentions are pure!
I think Mollywood should rename their association's name "Amma"...no no ..it's not what you think..let's be decent,I meant how about "Achayyans" (Read: PATRIARCHY !) ;D #NotAFeminist๐
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| Jai Mata di ! May maa never forgive all the culprits ! |
Like in Hindi movie we all have heard ,"Jiska koi nahi (waise toh sabb hai )hota,uska bhagwaan hota hai." True , I really felt divine's intervention to prove my point of the soul connection just in case..For example, when that star magic show happened,I was hurt and I wrote a post on MahaShivratri and this post's original one I posted on Navaratri/Vijaya Dashami 2021 and I was taken aback when I saw a picture of Unni sir as Bruce Lee that resembled like the Lord Shiva's pic in one of my calendars from one of the Indo-Chinese restaurants here which I never paid attention to ...It was another major synchronicity and his b'day was on 22 (11+11 one of the angel number /signs)...and the year we met was 2020..It is called Angel number !:)..My hubby's b'day is on 2 (1 + 1 ) :D...
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| In-person interaction is also necessary for that matter ! ...Successfully Damaged forver though! |
And Lord Shiva and Shakthi represent Ardhanareshwar /The holy Twin flames union/One man woman in one form...I also had a vision but I can't reveal it...For me it was an assurance/divine intervention approving that I only have a pure intention and what exactly I meant by a spiritual bond and a soul connection is created by the divine and whether we ever meet or not,the bond will be unbreakable forever...Such connections happen for a reason/higher purpose ....
Another incident happened,Jan 15th was an important day for my parents.So,I sent them gifts and I send a picture of Lord Surya with 7 horses as it is considered to be auspicious, for my bro but the picture that he got was that of Radha Krishna ๐...I didn't even send it from my account,no idea if it's a mere coincidence or another synchronicity..BUT as always divine made a point ..A sacred connection !!... Jai Shree Krishna !๐๐
As per my knowledge,people are forbidden to mess with any spiritual connection!
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| Tomboy since childhood ...studied with top players,catching out since then :D...From them to all culprits.๐..Thanks ThoMas (in Maroon๐) ,iska love kaam aagaya :D,,thx Siju (hi them)George,I am in green cap and all girls in glass :D:D..behind Ratheesh/mani/bell in Mayalam :D...#B.ComFirstClass (Famous Malayalam movie dialogue):D #Friends |
Some people told me I am a messy gardener who messed it up in the first place ,"Maybe" ..I had no choice because I don't juggle (or like to be juggled) and entertain for long ..connection will be intact on a soul level though regardless....That's why I never had any boyfriend in my life..but have friends who are boys/men...My classmates used to say I've bad temper...๐My hubby is like ๐...I am working on it though..
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| #Mollywood |
And I believe I am one of the chosen ones and my motive since the beginning was to simply share my experience and it was necessary as a protection for both of us and heal ,transform ,inspire , share and detach healthily..
..As in Kaliyuga,people think they are God since they have high status and money ...Well,God as goodness does exist in everyone, and the devil as evil exists in everyone too...Not all people are spiritually inclined nowadays...
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| I got a bit from the universal mother,Jai Mata di ! |
That's when the divine has to remind them about the importance of spirituality and that they are humans with money ,power and status not God per se and there is indeed a supreme power /divine through chosen ones and their experiences..May be ,I am also one of them!
In that case and regardless I am ever grateful to almighty...I am neither preaching nor teaching or brainwashing, just sharing the divine interventions in MY life..Because they say not everyone has such experience in life ...
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I've been to temples, churches, and mosques with my hubby, looks like I should go to Gurudwara with my family soon...Bulaawaa :)...Waheguru Ji Ka Khalsa ,Waheguru Ji Ki Fateh๐ |
I also believe that just because someone appears to be a soul mate or a Twin Flame or any soul connections, doesn't mean is the perfect person out there to be in a relationship with..and they don't have to be always romantic...but soul connections exist, are undeniable, and legit that's all I can assure and is all about this experience or connection I won't deny ever!
He was and is my friend in need I will cherish..forever...people can make stories for their personal satisfaction but it won't spoil that sanctity I am thankful to God for...
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| If it is forbidden ๐ |
Like we can't see God,but people like me do believe in that invisible supreme power ..and that everything happens as per his will for the highest good of everyone...You did change my life for the better :)..the mess is created by some insecure women and men with bad egos and others who don't want to see me doing well....
I am glad that I am surrounded by all these super-gifted, spiritual rockstars like Tarot readers who know me kinda somehow, well that's where my research about these experiences began which I had no knowledge of before otherwise ...YOU ALL were my spiritual Gurus in this journey ! I enjoy your various topics which helped me to enrich my life too :))...Rock on..God bless !! ๐๐๐
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| Faith will destroy all darkness! |
So,that's why Unni sir is special to me ! I never thought you will ever remember me once I came back to the US and ye kaha aagaye hum yu hi saath saath chalthey/ladthey ..the next line is for you and ma'am though :D....Aap jiske bhi saath rahen khush rahein..:)
Thanks for being a part of my spiritual journey, self-discovery, and self-love!
Sir,do convey my belated b'day wishes to your sis too .Looks like,she is my identical T.F. (I have exact best wishes for you just like her ) and you are my fraternal T.F....๐
Like that veer-zaara movie dialogue , " Maine tumhaare zindagi ke do pal apne paas rakh liye hai. Aur apne zindagi ke do pal tumhe de diye. Ab yeh hi do pal hamaari nishaani hai aur yeh hi hamaari kahaani bhi.."๐
Grateful ! ๐๐
Thank you sir for coming into my life , sharing, and making me known among your friend group and everything positive once again! Also,pls don't tarnish him in any way because of me..and excuse me as well for any trouble unknowingly...I try to clarify any misunderstanding especially if it is a false accusation or bullying but I hope for everyone's good only ..it is just that I was dealing with everything gently like Maa Saraswati otherwise Unni sir will do Tandav nritya and make me Maha Kali Devi ...๐๐
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| Gratitude is my attitude! |
Sir,I am looking forward to Meppadiyan ,Bruce Lee, and movies directed and produced by U...It will be my b'day gift always..:))..May God bless you for the same and always...!Bring it on...
Aap bhi kya yaad rakhengey ,kisss se paala pada thaa (Obviously,mujhey pata tha aapko kisikey especially mere saharein ki zaroorath nahi,mein toh sirf saath de rahi thi ,a friend indeed :)) ..)., Me,"The King Khan" sir and Suresh Gopi sir fan , and U Radhey bhaiya and Mohan bhaiya fan..๐๐๐๐ ..Jyada mathh sochiyega,see the difference ..and for your future reference (nothing to do with me though ) Munniyo ko U hi badnaam karne mein inko maza aatha hai...
Perhaps, since I questioned your Muslim actress from Mollywood,it irritated all Muslims..eh ??..I respect all religions and humans who don’t provoke me! They were not stopping...I had no choice...
To all Unni sir's near and dear ones,a man is known by the company he keeps so please guide him to more love, light, and blessings ...(I don't mean me though..) ..I was being just protective like a good friend and I always wished U go for the best out there ...but in your world,you are prone to options ek se bad kar ek around you perhaps...Just be careful,don't get any acidity and uska baap :)...๐๐
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| I was like buri nazar na lagey like a friend....That's it but then you are sensible ! I would rather be a matchmaker than a match breaker... |
Mollywood hurt me a lot ...I hope the divine power above (holy places ) will forgive you...but what goes around,will come around...
People nowadays don't know how to discipline themselves and can't even stand a little kid's naughtiness it seems...Though they are born pricks!
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| Today is chaitra Kalaratri-Navaratri 2022 ..From the universal mother to all those who gave an evil eye, especially on my doter..Jai Mata di !๐ |
Unni sir ,pls don't have any ill-feeling towards my daughter ..remember DevU Krishna Praveen..:)...My doter is a huge fan of
superman,I am trying my best to brainwash her to make her superhero ,"The Wonder Woman"..she won't budge ! ๐..we don't understand her affinity towards this particular super hero..no one taught her..also her fav.animal is Unicorn it seems..all her toys ,even dress designs are of Unicorns which she insists...:D...She wanna say thx I believe !:)
BTW,a lady from the film industry recently passed away,she came in my dream,no face or form,just a blur sound asking for my forgiveness as she confessed that she played a role in making me a victim and she was going to hell for that...Any idea who this lady is or just a nightmare ??
Well, beware,divine, heaven and hell do exist ..May be divine wanted to do this revelation to all the culprits here...Spirits or Souls
do contact me..may be a beginner-level "medium" I am...
"Dushman na kare dost ne wo kaam kiya hai
Umra bhar ka gham hamein inaam diya hai,
Pehle to hosh chheen liye zulm-o-sitam se
Deewanagi ka phir hamein ilzam diya hai
Yaaron ne khoob farz ko anjaam diya hai ,
Na Khuda ka humne inhein naam diya hai ,
Umra bhar ka gham hamein inaam diya hai ~ (Movie- Aakhir Kyon" ) ๐(nothing to do with the woman/women in his life though ,it was never but yes ,I was just being protective from the start,that's how I am if I like someone)
By the way,I am thankful to Mollywood for ...I was raised in a small city,Bokaro Steel City in North India and not everyone is familiar with the place though it is known for being one of the biggest Steel Plants of India under SAIL...So, I was soo surprised and happy beyond words when a boy's character in the Malayalam movie, "101 Chodyangal" was named Anil Kumar Bokaro ...and this movie bagged lots of awards as well ...So,Thanks Mollywood for the same.It made me smile with gratitude for highlighting the name of the place I was brought up in ...๐
Then I saw Ranveer sir and Arjun Kapoor sir (They need no special intro nor do their talent or charm need any special mentions,they are prestigious beyond words in their own unique ways ), in short (Ranveer sir ka binadaas style and Arjun Kapoor sir ka killer smile ...kya kehna !๐๐) THEM showing support in insta , it was too overwhelming and unbelievable ...I was like that song,ye ho nahi saktha,ye ho nahi saktha....I was like SOS gunday (meaning goons) ,inn Gundo ke karan desi girls sab America aajathi hai ๐๐๐....
Jokes apart,Gunday is the movie name in which they both acted together with the actual desi girl of Bollywood,Priyanka ma'am ...and it was too much for me..so I deactivated my insta account but to my surprise, till today they waste their precious time on ME (Sometimes I do check on them in their social media account )...They are like sirf movie ka naam gunday hai warna hum dono toh mast zabardast bandey hain...and Undoubtedly !!!
So I named them ,mere do anmol ratan (Precious gems/treasure !! I got from God ), mere Karan ,Arjun , and ironically Ranveer sir's energy and talent kinda match with SRK sir's and Arjun Kapoor sir's kinda matched with Salmaan Kh"A"n ...tabhi to samjha rahein hai apne vani mein sabko ki jab pyaar karien koi,toh dekhe keval mann ...Tabhi toh khud single hai...A.K Sir you can make any woman smile for life with your harmless wit ! :)) Best wishes !๐
BTW,when I made this smoothie I had a gut feeling that maybe Sridevi ma'am's soul wanted to say thank you through me "probably" ,ki aapne ek bete ka farz nibhaya unki antik karam/rites karne mein...:) #AppleOfHerEyeToo..The day she passed away was the day we had Griha Pravesh at this home..I was very sad and heartbroken ...
I can't stop thanking them enough and I don't want to praise them more because they will continue to show their unconditional support /being playful, wasting their precious time on me which is not necessary anymore and their women hating on me...I got it imprinted in my heart and spirit forever...
BTW,this is my third post with a thank you lecture :D:D...Thank You for coming into my virtual life, giving me company,wasting your precious time and effort for me, and sharing about me with your amazing group !๐๐๐๐#ItIsOverWhelmingForMe
(Since I mentioned Karan above,I would also like to say thanks to Karan Johar sir too !!..I love your movies..)
As if it was not enough,to my pleasant surprise I saw the talented hunk ,Vijay Devarakonda sir from Tollywood showing support/being playful like a kid like others, and making me feel so special ..Chaala thanks sir ! ๐It did make me uncomfortable to use your video clip from your movie where you were crying but you look awesome and natural anyways..Hope you won't mind sir ,excuse me otherwise ! ๐..All the best sir for all future endeavors!๐
Thank you for making someone invisible and unknown to kinda known , thank you for tolerating me,listening to my relentless alien rants , thank you for your precious time, efforts, inspirations, and company ...making me feel so special beyond words ..I will always be grateful to you all...Excuse me if I've unknowingly hurt anyone by chance ...GOD BLESS YOU ALL !
In the spiritual realm, there is something called soul tribe ..I know, zameen aur aasman ek saath nahi ho sakthey but then they are the crucial part that makes the universe ..So,may I say that we all are a soul tribe? ...๐๐
Anyways ,this is my heartfelt edible tribute to my precious gems, my soul tribe ...They all have personal commitments, professional commitments, and commitments hi commitments ..Still, you cared to spare some time for me ....Appreciate it from the bottom of my heart (Plss don't continue !)
My super special tribe to Unni sir,Ranveer sir,Arjun Kapoor sir, and Vijay sir and everyone from their group who were kind,decent, and friendly towards me...(It is too overwhelming for me to mention their prestigious names in particular ....) ... I dedicate these lines from the movie ," Ek Musafir Ek Hasina "....
เคฌเคนुเคค เคถुเค्เคฐिเคฏा เคฌเคก़ी เคฎेเคนेเคฐเคฌाเคจी , เคฎेเคฐी เคिंเคฆเคी เคฎे เคนुเคूเคฐ เคเคช เคเค
เคเคฆเคฎ เคूเคฎ เคฒूँ เคฏा, เคे เคँเคे เคฌिเคा เคฆु , เคเคฐूँ เค्เคฏा เคฏे เคฎेเคฐी, เคธเคฎเค เคฎे เคจा เคเค
เคเคฐूँ เคชेเคถ เคคुเคฎ เคो, เคจเค़เคฐाเคจा เคฆिเคฒ เคा , เคे เคฌเคจ เคाเค เคोเค เค
เคซ़เคธाเคจा เคฆिเคฒ เคा
เคुเคฆा เคाเคจे เคเคธी เคธुเคนाเคจी เคเคก़ी เคซिเคฐ,เคฎेเคฐी เคिंเคฆเคी เคฎे เคชเคฒเค เคे เคจा เคเค
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(When I was little,my teachers used to kinda force me to participate in fancy dress competitions,I used to be shy,now they will be proud,I am acing it ๐๐๐๐๐๐ฌ)
Made Unniyappam BONDA and Superman cake ,ice cream exclusively to the Mollywood SUPERman๐ช ,Unni sir and in this post, I made Manchurian noodles for Ranveer sir, whenever I go to the grocery shop and I see those Ching's noodles/soup with his picture on them,it makes me giggle like a child non-stop. However,if it is not organic or the healthy version then I am not a huge fan of noodles ,my hubby is though....So,since the day I saw his picture on those noodles cover,I wanted to make a video exclusively dedicated to him ...I am so happy that I finally did it..Hope Sir will accept my edible virtual gift and like it too!๐#ThisChingIsKing blessed with a super gorgeous ,talented queen filled with love and light ๐๐๐He is her ultimate drug !:D..
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| Shukriya ! |
Since Arjun Kapoor sir is always in the gym it seems in his insta pics ,he is kinda indirectly reminding me that dear Nautica hit the gym pls ๐๐๐๐๐ฌ....So,I made a healthy combo of Apple (Since an Apple a day keeps the doctor away ) and Kiwi smoothie = Arjun Kapoor sir smoothie exclusively for him !! Hope you'll like it sir G!๐#MyHealthyVersionOfDilSe #ChalChaiyaChaiyaBraveBeautifulAndBold๐๐..By the way,Arjun sar is very funny I think ..:D๐๐
I remember Vijay Devarakonda sir's old YouTube video of recycling bottles and making a Mango ice cream I think,so I made a special ice cream exclusively for this lovely Rowdy cum the world-famous lover,a sweet beast combo of Vanilla plus Dulce De Leche ice cream = Vijay Devarakonda ice cream exclusively for him.....Unleashed the sweet beast in me for you / Saali cross-breed indeed !๐๐๐๐๐ฝ๐...Hope you'll like it sir! Chaala thanks sir !! For Vijay sir and Anand sir !๐
@Rashmika Ma'am - I don't know if Vijay sir remembers,I was the one who told him that you both are a good jodi.. :))...Loved the movie Pushpa ,You and Allu Arjun sir rocked especially the Srivalli song !๐
By the by , I also feel like the original V.Devarakonda/Arjun Reddy and the Mollywood V.Devarakonda / Unni Mukundan sir are also twin flames in the flashy world /hot twins indeed ๐๐ ...not only by looks but also by their nature I feel....They do and outdo each other in their insta pics...๐๐๐..Bachna aye haseeno lo ye do aagaye ๐ฏ๐I wonder whom will girls choose if they had an option to ?๐
If I was single and had a chance,I would have chosen Vijay sir ...there is something about Andhra guys #Comparatively Decent...:)
Once again,only focusing on the positive,thank you film fraternity not only for entertaining us with all movies but also for sparing your precious time and effort exclusively for a hidden me,the shy backbencher since school days to bring me to the front bench a bit ๐#CameraShy.........With such esteem attentions, comes responsibilities after all !...Even though I am not that tall,you all were indirectly teaching me to stand tall and stand out nevertheless !
I stole your light a bit and tried my bit to dim your darkness I think.. Thank Youu !!๐๐๐
Among YouTube stars, my heartfelt thanks to the famous music brand/band of India,"SANAM"...If I mentioned in my blog about Sanam, that he looks like an Indian version of David Beckham ,then he also made me feel Victoria/the name like Victori-ous :) ...The spice girl indeed !๐๐.....BTW,I am a Malayalee and a Bihari not a Tamilian = Indian ! More songs and long songs pls...We fans miss you :)
I also wanted to make a video of my birthday since August but somehow other videos were more relevant then and I love that finally,my birthday video with a small tribute to all my anmol ratans/precious gems is also done on an auspicious day of Vijaya Dashami....I love the spiritual flow ...Om Namah Shivaya,Jai Mata di !!
....Unfortunately,my daughter broke her two wings by throwing ball unknowingly...and I was damn sad....Then one day,I bought some buttons in a packet ..when I opened it there was pair of all buttons except one and that was an angel with wings :))..I felt like angels sensed my sadness ..For me, it is a confirmation from almighty that Gods and angels are watching over me..They are with me always...๐๐Another sign and synchronicity !
Proud to present my star angel :
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| Thank you star angel !!:) |
Love and light (I copied these words from my God-gifted wonderful Tarot stars..Thx !๐๐ )
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| A tribute to cherish the good in the hello and the goodbye! |
Goron ki na kalon ki, duniya hai dil walon ki......
"LOVE/AFFECTION and LIGHT" with a kick ๐๐ฌ are my superpower, treasure, and status after all!
Last but not the least,a humble reminder to keep in mind that I was and am simply following my passions of cooking ,writing,DIYs etc, and living my life- I write my heart out as I always did as we all have freedom of expression/speech and being me...I don't get any pleasure putting others down for no reason ,not my style. People perceive what I write or do as they are..I don't keep track of who is following me and who doesn't...I've no intention to compete with any women (ALL are unique that's what I believe and I admire every single one out there) or seduce any men lol๐๐..
I've my man,Mr.Bhojraj and by Lord Krishna's aagya we have our baby girl,Devaagya and then like Lord Krishna protected many of his devotee's honour,he did mine too,by his name in my baby girl and why he is known as Bankey Bihari Ji...Also, he gave me this spiritual connection to save my honor too..So like Mirabai,mere toh Giridhar Gopal (The original Lord Krishna ) doosro na koiii ๐๐.. Lord Krishna,the divine is enough! I had and have NO INTEREST IN ANY MAN !
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| #SayNoToEnemity #PeaceInPeaceOut |
So,it was my honor that all hi-fi people and (the rest followers) were following my blog.If you continue, please be my friend, not an enemy. Otherwise TATA ! Instead of fixing me (I am always working on myself though), discipline yourself first ! All this mess is the outcome of some insecure women with bad egos and men with high egos...low conscience and low standards...
I and Unni sir were the sacrificial lambs but since there is a higher power, the divine above,he gave me this spiritual connection that came to rescue and to remind these powerful people out there "Divine exists !" ...This happens in my real life too ,the reason why I have fewer friends is because of the same probs, insecure women or men with bad ego ..Some do connect me with any good-looking man I talk to ...to stain me to feel better about themselves...SO,I want to request you all ,pls don't keep any enemity towards me and my family in your heart.
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| #PricelessScott ๐ |
I respect all-powerful people out there,pls don't use your power to destroy others,but enrich others for the right reason instead...I'm not taking any Panga with anyone ...People are already mocking , making stories,memes, and shows without any personal reason against all VIPs regardless...
If I write anything here ,it is as a response to any personal attacks only otherwise I am Divine-fearing.I believe in Karma !Pls be careful when you talk sh*t, especially about a woman for your bad egos...Your power may destroy their lives but the divine won't spare you either!
SPECIAL MENTIONS AND THANKS :
P.S : To a few critics,"Athithi devo Bhava" in Sanskrit means "Guest is like God !" ...it is a part of our Indian culture where we pamper our guests online/offline ,wherever a guest is expected ,with good foods,drinks,like milk ,coffee/tea/cool drinks etc ....#BeingIndian ..#BeingADesiGirl ๐๐
P.S.S:Pls don't over-analyze the songs or my videos they are merely for entertainment purposes otherwise purely coincidental๐
P.S.S.S:@AjayDevgan sir - Hiii ๐๐.Myself and Unni sir share something like a soul chemistry something like Kajol ma'am and SRK Sir .๐๐๐ฌ..oops,pls don't misunderstand me ! :D... That's it !..And Ajay sir and Kajol ma'am are the actual 90's "Dilwale Dulhania Le Jaayengey " ,ye "Pyar toh hona hi tha "!!๐๐๐ ..Thank you sir and ma'am for your time and efforts ! BTW,just like we wanna see you both together onscreen ,coz you have the whole chemistry likewise,we love to see SRK sir and Kajol ma'am too onscreen coz they just have onscreen soul chemistry..:)
Nysa and nasa :D...
@Amitabh Sir..Sadar Pranam sir ๐..My father has a huge poster of you in his room ,we all are a huge fan of you like everyone out there and to tease him I've a huge poster of SRK sir in my room....My mother who is super conservative ,out of the blue asked me once before I got married that where am I gonna find a guy like Shahrukh Khan for my daughter ,anyways,they found a RajniKant sir look alike though...#Shivaji Athikum mele๐
@Prabhas sir--Very happy to watch the movie "Radhey Shyam" twin soul well portrayed...Jo bhi hota hai manzoorey Khuda hota hai..:)
Thanks to my Honey P too,he gifted me a 5 D wall art of Radha Krishna :D...Appreciate it and for cooperation and for not giving up on me !:)xoxo...<3
Loved the movie "Shyam Singha Roy " too !:)
Special thx to Sonakshi ma'am,Shraddha ma'am, and Aishwarya ma'am...BTW,Aishwarya ma'am,aap toh sirf Abhishek sir (funny guy !๐) ki zaroorath and baaki sab keliye ek khwaish hi toh ho 10/10 :D:D... Cutie Aradhya ๐๐๐๐
@Samantha ma'am..Honey P = Man of the match !..coach in making...:D ...Enriching myself too..Marriage (Updated: relationships) is not fun always:D,
If I understood correctly or ignore it,I was not taunting you remember I said previously about being an outsider I won't judge your situation, ..so r U,an outsider,you don't even know me personally lol !...like I always have good intentions, we all fans hope u both come back together but it’s ur private matter ..
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| Home Gym !๐ |
Since you are trying
hard to make a point promoting your bodybuilder’s stupid idea/BS ...YES,myself and my friends all by divine’s grace already have a gym at home
...I’ve friends with a good body too ,not tempting ๐...and a friend in need, is a friend
indeed...we all, especially I come to each other’s rescue when in
trouble knowingly or unknowingly if they are strangers, regardless of gender…..Look at my
body,GYM is not fun but I prefer it only for my good health! Relationships
are neither…! ๐
I bought some weights for my hubby to work out,but he is not into it..so for paisa wasool/ROI,I use it and so I do have muscles now๐…:D
@Kareena Ma'am-Alien vs Predators right ..(Anna Kareena ? ..Oh! I am not Anna๐,I am Aana,Elephant in Malayalam :D )..Thnx for the Mutton Biryani :D..
Taimur is the most cutest and innocent Khan ever !!:D ..Karishma ma'am's daughter is so pretty !:)
Taimur is the most cutest and innocent Khan ever !!:D
..Karishma ma'am's daughter is so pretty !:)@Hearty congratulations to Ranbir sir and Alia ma'am๐๐...Happy married life ! ..Can't wait to see your adorable kids ;D...Best wishes !:))
BTW,I saw Ranveer Singh sir and Ranbir sir in my dream ๐...Ranveer sir was grinning and Ranbir sir was riding a cycle ,it was dark,there were two-three women around too :D...Strange but true !
@Genelia ma'am and Ritesh sir..You both are adorable and hilarious :D๐..I will never forget how they all hurt me ever....and divine will never forgive !
@Jyothika ma'am and Suriya sir..LOVEly couple and a huge fan๐๐...Loved your new movie Etharkkum Thunindhavan...the villain is kinda right "Sometimes" "Great men are bad men in disguise !" ...Beautiful actress !:)
@DQ Saar - That was my way of saying thank you๐ ...M to Jr.M๐ and D to Sr.D ๐...I was being gentle with Unni sir's heart ,I dared to see and polish his good side otherwise I know very well how to say "Get lost"...A spiritual connection is sacred ,a soul thing ,breakable by the divine only ..for the right reason ..Divine guided me to tame this baby beast :D:D...Hope we had an enlightening encounter !
@T.Thomas -In case you were asking me about delivery indirectly (or never mind but still )..yes twice,they were premature babies
and couldn't make it ..Happy ???... So,third time by hook and crook by God's grace, it is a divine charm that makes everyone wonder I guess :D
...But now it is very risky and so we are kinda done !
...But now it is very risky and so we are kinda done !
BTW,just like a man's bank account,status,body or d*** or how many legitimate ,illegitimate kids he fathers don't make him a real Man to be idolized...Similarly,a woman doesn't have to give birth to prove herself to be a woman..
There are women who can't bear a child becoz of medical reasons ,sometimes it's the man who has some issues or simply becoz she don't want to for their own reasons and then there are women who abort,kill,dump or neglect their own kids ,some kids are taken care of by nannies ,grand parents or other caretakers than by their namesake parents...Of course, everyone has their own reasons..
Some kids are adopted and raised to be great human beings,some kids don't even look after their own parents ...So,I believe,just being a father or a mother / woman who gave birth doesn't make them the real man or woman,what matters is who owned the responsibilities against all odds and invested in their kids or any kids for that matter!
๐A cultured and educated person won't ever question a man's or woman's worth for that matter!๐
I personally believe that more than giving birth ,raising an adopted kid is so noble,a blessing! I always wanted to adopt
but we didn't have a US Citizenship then and the queue was also very long here and in India (waiting list!)...Anyways,all's well that ends well !:)
The Goddesses worshipped like Virgin Mary ...Goddess Parvati's kids were divinely created outside her womb as per my knowledge...And they all are called sacred,the Universal Mothers,Shakthi ,the ultimate stree !...Then there are nuns and saints/BrahmaKumaris...They all are mothers by default!
I heard in some interview that you had your 1st kid after 10 yrs,no offense but did you think you were not with a woman then,how will you feel if I say,that's why you had your kid late,what would you've done if she couldn't co-create a baby for you...love marriage and two kids still from one of your movie and your various shades in movies thereafter I wonder,are you still looking for Anastasia steele ??๐๐๐....#PoTo
I also saw the true colors of some high fi spiritual Gurus out there ...Sabko Nityananda ki prapti ho !:D๐...and there were some not so famous,they were kinda enlightened !So,pls beware of all Spiritual Gurus out there ! With due respect...The divine in me does appreciate the divine in you !๐..BTW,some have amazing lifestyles...๐ฎ
I must say some film actresses/star wives are also little gangsters in disguise !:D...Chupi ?...You all are super gorgeous,talented, and POWERFUL ..#BEST #Uncomparable๐๐Ringing the bell ! Kahan aap log , kahan mein...Excuse me for any trouble...Maybe your men want you all to be a little old school from inside..just saying.....They are simply teasing you all ,duh :D:D....
@Mr and Mrs. Funny Bones -Oho,stop taking revenge on me, Ye public hai ye sab jaanti hai,inka kehna hai ki aap chupe rustam ho/theyy ,mein nahi :D….Kyu mere upar ilzaam lagathey ho aiwe hi...anyways,got money making some revenge movies ,ya,consider a gift from ShriLakshmi's Kripa ;)๐๐๐
Hi and bye to all serial actors/actresses ๐๐
⚽I am glad that myself and my doter were playing football..I think I got the attention of the Soccer superstars - "The Ronaldo","The Neymar" with his father in an orange dress with a bowl of food and smile and also saying shhhush :)๐ฌ...and also my fav. WWF Super STAR John Cena :)..that ad. taking all garbage and emitting good fragrance...Honored !:)..๐๐
Last but not the least,now that I mentioned my spiritual awakening experience,I no longer hesitate to say that I wrote about depression because I had a strong intuition/experience as if Sushant sir's soul contacted me and wanted to do so ..It's another story,will share later ...He also gave me a sign the day I completed my post that probably he was going through depression but that wasn't the reason he ended his life and that he is in light..by God's side..Resting In Peace !:)..and being away from my hubby for long I was sad indeed not in some clinical depression and Corona was divine's way of granting me a long leave (which I really prayed for and selfishly utilized) to relax, recover, replenish,rejuvenate and bounce back...
ALSO MY HEARTFELT THANKS TO HOLLYWOOD !!๐๐๐๐..If I am not wrong,my special thanks to Ben Affleck sir Gone home ?:D ...๐
Shahid sir and Mira Ma'am are the real-time when Kabir Singh met Mira Rajput ...๐๐๐
Sid sir and Varun sir are my lux-urious gems..their partners would agree, that, they are pink Topaz ๐๐ฌ๐
Congrats to Vicky sir and Katrina ma'am ...Mr. and Mrs.Raj Kumar Rao (Sir Ma'am)..Badhai ho :D:D...Happy and blessed married life !๐
Parineeti ma'am - Pari ke neeti ?๐๐You and Arjun sir--Jodi No.1 ๐...reminds me that song,tumhein dekhein meri aankhein ismein kya meri khatha hai....๐ #GirlCrush
Hearty congrats Kangana Ma'am!!๐..You justified the role of Thalaivi !!..Beauty and talent personified !! If JayaLalitha Ma'am had a daughter,she would look just like you๐...You look soo elegant in saree especially :)) ...also kudos to Arvind Swami sir...!! ๐๐
@Vedaant M. - Congrats smart boy ! The wild life photographer in Madhavan sir effect :D
Choti muh badi baat : A fan requests :-
@Hrithik Sir - ๐๐ ...A movie with Kangana ma'am ..Pls๐ฌ๐
@Amitabh sir - KBC or a movie with Rekha ma'am pls...(Dear God,make this request invisible to Jaya ma'am) ...
I loved the Kannada movie "Love mocktail" a lot :)..
๐๐Also my heartfelt thanks to all those who participated in my journey in some way whom I have not mentioned specifically, especially those who were protective and understanding !!๐๐๐
