What you see is PEACE ! ~ Kisi mahapurush ne kaha hai ,down on one knee! (With reference to a picture posted) ...That was kind of you ! Thanks! And in my language, what you see above/post is also, a piece of TREAT-y meaning my way of accepting, appreciating, and acknowledging the peace ! To peace, understanding, and harmony !!
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| AMEN! |
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Acho ko bura sabit karna , duniya ki purani aadat hai.....😊
To one of your post,you all are always welcome to my virtual place,we treat our guests like family as God (Koi shakk?) :) and bheed ki kami kabhi nahi thi shayad,wo hum dhyan hi nahi de rahe theyy or na hi bheed ki koi shok hai humey,you know, maybe it is God's way of saying to me, don't you ever forget your worth, there is always something/someone better out there for you if you would just pay attention and wish for !:))) ~ God's child!
I was taught by my parents, life is not a bed of roses but it is a present from God and so,I know how to count my blessings, be grateful and be content/happy by myself! :)
Also, nobody is a saint here in Kalyuga, like Mark Twain said, "“Everyone is a moon, and has a dark side which he never shows to anybody.”
Anyways, this post or recipe is exclusively dedicated to U, a peace deal gladly accepted!!
This recipe is for your queen/girlfriends, hope they won't mind making it for you!😊
What is Unniyappam Bonda?
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I,who was hardly a social media expert or active every day, used to post on a few of my not-so-consistent social media handles once in a blue moon .One day the Instagram introduced me to a life changer for better or worse – A Mollywood celebrity Unni M sir’s Instagram handle .I simply followed though I had no knowledge about this actor that much as I don’t watch lots of new Malayalam movies. I was surprised to see an hunky actor with a Bollywood look but his face was not clear.Remember leaving him comments like you should be doing an Arjun Reddy movie in Malayalam.He kinda reciprocated and thus used to leave comments on his pics sometimes if it showed up in my feed. Obviously, such reciprocations would make any fan (to be) happy.
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| Some evil practices are harmful beyond words and understandings.Tread carefully !!! |
The Spiritual Twist
Then I saw a comment by the actor (may be he took it lightly or someone forced him to do or a group idea to bully a prey for fun) asking about a Vashikaran mantra (a mantra /religious spell used to attract/lure a prey/person for the wrong reason or to regain a lost love or mend a worthy relationship for good) .I thought there are many famous women out there who would be more apt for that mantra than me .So,even though drawn to that suspicious comment/mantra like a gut instinct ,I brushed it off ,I felt a change in me when I started looking at his face properly.Somehow I was not able to ignore him .I felt some kind of pull (Naah not the physical attraction etc) .I deactivated my Instagram instantly .I did have another old Instagram active.That’s when I saw a picture of Ranveer sir and Arjun Kapoor sir,Vijay Devarakonda sir mainly….Like I have mentioned before several times (lol) ,I have no words to explain this MIRACLE ,from myself/someone who was neither active on Instagram nor a social media fan .Since then, they all/celebrities followed my blog and gave me company, especially during Corona holidays when I and my doter were in India for quite some time.#GratefulBeyondWords
I could not share the sacred bond I felt with this person I hardly knew, with anyone.I tried my best to ignore this pull even in US by meditating,excercising/running (it clears my mind), and of course sharing with my ultimate confidant, my DIVINE who is an antaryami meaning he already knows everything as he is the director,producer,story writer and the film maker and we all are just characters) and like I always believe ,everything is a part of the divine plan !
I started watching tarot cards and somehow all angel numbers that were introduced to me by my hubby during my doter’s birth started reappearing in every online interview of this actor as I was trying to know more about him .I have seen one or two of his movies like where he starred/acted as Mallu Singh and also a movie where he acted and looked like an Apsara/a pretty woman.
Now,he looked so different and unrecognizable.I was happy about his upbringing in North India just like me.Other than that I didn't feel anything special in him to feel that bond otherwise.
I felt his girlfriend A was super irritated and wrote a long essay indirectly aiming at me even though I had no regular interactions with him . There was jealousy,envy,hatredness all around,also indirectly alerting me to keep a distance from him for safety reasons because of their unconventional lifestyle.During those days he was normal /kinda friendly ,I didn't feel any negative vibes at all.
My heartfelt thanks to my tarot card readers -
My rock stars!
I believe these Tarot card readers I came across were chosen to guide my spiritual journey/awakening without their knowledge.
Coincidently,through tarot card readings I felt we did have a holy connection called twin flames but it took me 4+ years to conclude that he was the Karmic Masculine and not the Divine Masculine and I believe I’ve my divine parent’s shadow on me,hence I am the CHOSEN one by divine’s grace .The signs and synchronicities and many miracles in my life since then kinda confirms that.My divine parent showed me my hating team’s request for a vashikaran mantra and it was during Diwali eve,I felt a jolt/kind of longing/interest unknown (NOPE,not physical though !) towards this actor and I knew kinda what was it but I felt unshakeable.I told my spiritual support team to have my back safe ,secure and blessed!I trust in Lord !!
I was planning to go to India though my hubby was not interested .Coincidently,my friend from New Jersey was traveling and she booked the ticket a couple of months ago and there was no way I would get an instant ticket to travel together and I told my divine,if it’s your will,I will go to India then with her and my handful naughty toddler.And I did !
I believe the spiritual mischief these people did on me was converted to a wonderful holy connection by my Divine's grace because even though it was not personal readings by tarot card readers (I had no prior knowledge about such things) I could kinda not fully but still I was able to resonate with the readings and I could know everything about this actor,his girl friend/A (the main Karmic ) ,their plans,plots,modus operandi.
Because of the pull (which may sound gibberish to normal people and make sense to the tarot card readers mainly), for the first time in my life, I wished I could meet (but still I don’t wanna,because that's out of my character) this person. I even felt I had a previous life connection which I already mentioned in one of my previous blogpost.
Even in India,I was totally clueless and was in a hermit mode then as I was figuring out the unknown mysterious pull towards this person particularly ,as if I feel drawn to a person more than a friend ,I could easily retract but this was unique.
I requested Divine to give me at least a few months to come out of this mysterious haze .What the world hates and I agree with turned out to be a blessing in disguise for me -CORONA happened !#DeathAndIllnessAreInevitable. That was a sign to me that my divine parents were watching over me.Even when I left US,I knew something would change ..I didn’t know it would be this big.There was no other way I would have stayed in India that long ,in fact I wanted to come back to US after a year as my little one would get vaccinated by then to travel safe .
They say when something injustice happens to a chosen one ,the entire universe will feel it.I kinda believe that !I needed that long break for more than one reason.
Due to all the celebrity attention I was getting,there was lots of envy,jealousy,insecurities etc I felt, which I was being grateful towards.Many known/unknown people started making stories/rumors defaming me and my character .That’s the reason I had to spill some personal information regarding why I came to India in my blogposts written in India .I believe every family has their own problems so what.
The other reason was getting sudden attention from all celebrities all at once even though I was not at all popular just a beginner YouTuber/Blogger made me overwhelmed and kinda happy yet anxious. I thought this visit to India would help me to kinda sober it (my anxiety/attention) down and help me forget this pull towards this actor.(I admire celebrities from far but to have any kind of relations more than a friend was beyond my forte).
So,even though I felt this connection unknown and special,I had no intention of anything else other than to meet him even if it was in a crowd(like a film promotion) out of curiosity as I felt no one other than him could advise /guide me better.Eventually, during Corona,I did send him a letter explaining all this with a “So glad and goodbye” gift to remember me with good memories which was somehow returned back .My first gift to a celebrity!
Coincidently I wrote a love letter during my college days to a Mollywood celebrity,Jishnu,I had a serious crush on, who unfortunately passed away due to cancer,which my hubby read it gladly.Strangely,even though this U actor is hunky and a talented actor,I didn’t even feel any crush on him.So,I felt I was in a maze, spiritually made !
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| Both - so I love you - Big Fan Sir ! Well-Said! |
My only crush ,though I love them all(male/female celebrities) is Shahrukh Khan sir .
Because of Corona and because of the tarot readings I was warned to avoid meeting this actor because of their peculiar lifestyle or any preconceived notion about meeting a woman alone .I used to follow his Instagram and leave friendly comments sometimes.Then after a few days, kinda got disconnected totally.
Twin Falme connection- A boon or a bane !
Once I reached USA,I got missed calls from this actor kinda sometimes and I was so grateful for his time.However,it was hard to resist love from a few celebrities on one side and on the other side people known/unknown hating me , spreading rumors ,trying to destroy me,staining my image (I was sad yet laughing out loud because some had sneaky lifestyles ,look who are judging I wondered and ignored).
So,being from a land of Maa Siya Ram and Maa Meera and being human ,it stung but it just made me more stronger and better.One of the pictures of this actor indicated and I did get an idea that his girlfriend hacked into personal docs/my medical records and manipulated it and hence some movies defaming me were also made .To be loud and clear,I by Divine’s grace never had any sort of Cancer per se but I was diagnosed (and successfully treated )with a pre-cancerous condition ONLY. Imagine how heartless and horrible they all are to go to that extent !!
That was the reason I had to use some harsh words like “Ukkad lo jo ukkadna hai “ once in a blogpost as I already knew what was going in my back.Still I was KIND and going with the flow so that they eventually reveal their true self/ suspense/actual intentions to all!
And I did everything in my hand/power to protect my doter(biological) in every way!
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| We all are different like five fingers of our hand !Be yourself but sensible enough! |
Thanks to the Divine for giving me this holy connection to this actor .If it was not through all these tarot readings I would have been naive and extra nice to people who didn't deserve it ,some are near and dear ones and some are far/new because it took me 4+ years to understand it was my Divine parent's way of protecting me from something big ,fast and furious !
I went through a roller coaster of rumors/bullying/mocking/hatredness/humiliation/forced heartbreak/black Magic/Psychic attacks/Blockages to my Youtube/blog/work/Money/overall hacking/non-stop stalking/spying/plotting including with my family members.
Tarot card readings spilled it all mostly !
Surprise Surprise ..Thanks to Lord Narayana
and Shri Lakshmi!!
They made a Youtube short film ,EN (Short Form) where they portrayed as if I and this actor were chatting (Read:Flirting/communicating regularly kinda ) with each other etc to defame my character and that the male character of this film dies of Corona .So,kinda a message to me especially not to look forward to do anything with him whatsoever ! I took it lightly.On a funny note, I was in fact drawing his GF's ex?-husband's(VP) pic whom I have a crush on !
To be frank I never understood what they wanted from me because I didn’t ask or expect anything from them other than being human and considerate .I never even chased him or others.What's wrong if I commented to his pics ,we all fan do. I did not know how to and where to stop .So the saga continued leaving me in full wonder everyday .Sometimes I was being harsh knowingly to diffuse any negative attention or was provoked to clear any misunderstandings.In the back of my mind,I thought is it something like the movie VeerZara like once I left India,did this person develop any feelings towards me ? So,I kinda was being gentle with his heart just incase.Most importantly being thankful for his and other celebrities' time and attention.
The TRUTH/REVELATION:
Like an onion,it took me 4 plus years to peel layers by layers to finally conclude that it was not me,infact this actor was in contact with my cousin-s (especially the one (opportunist) with a handsome, well-to-do fiancee) who was, on the other hand, chatting with my hubby as well.This woman was my confidant .So,I was deeply hurt beyond words .Someone else (potential suitor perhaps) known by my in–laws was also chatting with my hubby.They all dated each other !
I wrote a post that I would love to meet this actor only to wash off the stain they put on me that I ran to meet him in India.I flew actually to India ! I would rather meet someone nearby than a celebrity hard to get in touch with ,which is not my thing .But due to that trance/pull which turned into a spiritual connection, I did felt only seeing him once somehow can help me get me out of it holy.
As a matter of fact , he dated all my friends,cousins,neighbors and others to belittle me and make me feel insignificant.That's totally fine,it's a personal choice after all..You go where you vibe with !
I may not be perfect but I do consider myself a treasure ! Not everyone can afford that...lol...
I am not here to advise but do meet them if you wish ,CAREFULLY.
I was the one who earned all the stains (by devil's advocates ) which hurt me (still healing ,drinking the poison darts like my Divine Father,Lord Shiva who drank Halahala gracefully ) as I wondered where did I go wrong ,what would I've done different .I had my reasons.Long story short, by Divine’s grace and support gave me worldwide exposure to people I admire and never ever thought I would be known to or come across giving me their humble attention and time gladly- starting from film celebrities internationally,to all spiritual leaders like His highness-Dalai Lama/Popes and many , to all super famous sports teams like John Cena Sir,Messy Sir,Ronaldo Sir,Neymar sir to name a few.Praise the Lord!Just to credit Divine against the evil/obstacles/toxic people I faced ,I say I am self-made by God's grace !
On a funny note,I felt I saw a commercial or a short video of Ronaldo sir in YouTube that I wondered if I was being asked, if I was the waitress/waiting to meet the U actor .Sarcastically/jokingly,no offense to anyone,I would rather call myself the mother of his first son.(Blush Blush!)..Hope Unni sir's girlfriends are super happy now !
Now I know,when I made a video of kicking balls, my spiritual support team meant it even though I was just playing with my doter.All praise to my spiritual support team ,just to ease my pain ,no offense!
Usually, whether it's a puttu or unni appams , they are traditionally made with rice flour but here I used the wheat flour for both recipes. So,these Unni appam bondas are not that soft and fluffy but very very tasty .
How to make Unniyappam Bonda?
Ingredients
Wheat flour -3 cups
Jaggery- 2 - 2 &1/2 cups
Water - 3 cups
Cardamom powder 1 Tsp
Baking powder 1 Tsp
Banana,red-colored preferably - 2 Nos.
Coconut pieces as needed
Black sesame seeds / Kalonji as needed
Oil for deep frying
Water for dipping fingers
Ghee - 1/4th cup (optional to make it taste richer, I skipped)
Mixer grinder
Preparation method to make Unniyappam Bonda :
- Mix baking powder with the wheat flour in a bowl and keep it aside.
- Boil water in a pan, add jaggery and cardamom powder to it, once jaggery melts. Put off the flame and let everything cool off.
- Then place a sieve onto the mixer jar and strain the jaggery liquid for any impurities. Into it add the wheat flour mixture little by little without over-filling the jar and the broken bananas.
- Now ground everything into a THICK batter.
- Add broken dry coconut pieces and black sesame seeds and mix well with CLEAN HANDS to ensure it is lump-free.
- Let it rest overnight or for 6- 8 hours for fluffier Unni appam bondas.
- Then heat a pan on medium-low heat. Add a little bit of batter into it, if it springs back then the oil is ready to fry.
- Then on the low-medium flame without over-crowding, the pan, dip the fingers into the water and take little batter, like a round shape (approx) and fry them one by one ...Make sure not to fry them on high flame, so that the fritter is well fried inside -out.
- Then using a slotted spoon, transfer the bondas onto some tissue paper so that all excess oil is well-observed.
- Then allow them to cool a bit and EAT THEM fresh and warm...Store the rest in an airtight container for sure or it will become hard to eat especially if you don't have any molar teeth like my amma (I always tease her so eeehhaa 😂) ...(Don't tell me I didn't warn you ! )
- That's it my Unniyappam Bonda is ready. Serve them with hot cuppa tea or coffee.
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| Doter of Madhura Meenakshi,Mecca Medina,Mother Mary |
