07 September 2023

Janmashtami Sep 6th 2023 - Treat,tales,and a tribute to the Divine !

Allah karam karana lillah karam karna ,Paravardigar-e-aalam bekas pe reham karna
Ye phool jo ada kiya isako samabhaliye , rehamat ka apani koi bhi jalwa dikhaiye

ise maa ki fiza kaya Rab tu dharam rakhana.......... Song from the Movie : Sanam Bewafa ...(Nothing to do with the movie name particularly and Sanam is a gentleman anyway!😊)

I always believe that until and unless you have a calling from the Divine , you won't be able to visit any holy place per se (planned or unplanned). Well,this summer vacation ,our plan was to visit India and some local temples as always. However, the divine had other amazing plans!

 On our way to India, we had a layover in Abudhabi for 10-12 hrs .We took transit visas and stayed in a great hotel and to our surprise, just opposite to our hotel was the grand Mosque of Abudabhi called the "Mega Mosque " .

I remember the last time I visited a Mosque was in Mumbai. The faith with which I offered that green chadar /the Holy cloth at the Dargah,the Holy place of worship and I love the number "786",(A holy number in Islam and other religions as well) ,I believe the divine accepted my prayers or presence at least .

I used to wonder if I would ever get a chance to visit any mosque again.I really felt God's presence as I have been tagging that holy number for a while now.I was so happy that I could visit this wonderful mega Mosque of Abudabhi .Shukriya Allah !πŸ˜ŠπŸ™Œ

Similarly, on my way to Kerala (to visit my parents) from Hyderabad (My hubby's place) ,the way we got tickets booked helped us to visit one of the most important churches in India,"Velankanni" .As exactly mentioned on this website ,"Vailankanni is fondly known as the 'Lourdes of the East' because like Lourdes in France, millions of pilgrims visit the Shrine throughout the year, praying to Our Lady for various needs and thanking her for the favors received through her intercession. Tradition recounts that Mother Mary appeared with the Infant Jesus in this small hamlet at the end of the 16th or in early 17th century. Ever since Vailankanni is the most important destination and almost the synthesis of all Marian Sanctuaries for the pilgrims of the world."

The Basilica of Our Lady of Good Health, also known as the Sanctuary of Our Lady of Velankanni, is a Christian shrine located in the town of Velankanni in Tamil NaduIndia. The shrine is dedicated to the Blessed Virgin Mary and infant Jesus.(Source :Wikipedia)

It was so good to see Mother Mary with the infant Jesus rather than the Lord Jesus on the cross ,which kind of, is painful to see for me.

It was on my bucket list to visit this church for sure . Thanking Lord Jesus, Mother Mary for making this wish come true . And yes, like I mentioned in my previous post,the holy cross necklace that I couldn't buy here from the "Love Issa" shop , I got from the Holy place itself.

On a lighter yet serious note, Dear Lord Jesus, was that your way to make me visit the church to meet your Mother, since many people (with bad mental health πŸ˜œ and ignorance ) tried their best to label me like "Mary Magdalene "?? Thank you for the love Issa ! πŸ™πŸ™ŒπŸ™‡πŸ˜ŠπŸ˜

Coincidentally,after leaving the Church I realized,I was wearing the earring I purchased from the Love Issa shop and the color of my eyeliner was blue similar to the color of cross of the Velankanni Church.πŸ’™

I respect all religions !Divine has many names !

Also,got a calling to visit the famous ancient temple of Lord Muruga,one of the sons Of Lord Shiva and Maa Shakthi/Parvathi . "Palani temple is considered synonymous with Panchamritam, a sweet mixture made of five ingredients. The idol of the deity,Lord Mururgan, is said to be made of an amalgam of nine poisonous substances which forms an eternal medicine when mixed in a certain ratio." (Source :Wikipedia)..

Smiling that Lord Murugan is also known as Sanmukha as he has 6 faces.

While returning I forgot my Swarovski earring/Kammal in Malayalam and Lord Murugan's Prasadam at the hotel where we stayed.Somehow, after lots of effort, we got them back eventually. That was kind of strange, except that it was a beautiful /memorable trip to visit one of my favorite temples on my bucket list . When others were getting flowers,I got a special sindooram from Lord Shiva's shrine! Made me blush somehow! 😊😍

Divine answers my prayers that are for my best!

Also got a golden chance to visit my holy Mother, Bhagwati/Jagadamba,in all forms residing in the famous temple,Chottanikkara Devi Shethram on my birthday with my parents and bro. The main deity here is Lakshmi Narayana! I remember an astrologer/palmist told me that my Holy Mother was waiting for me and was very happy with my arrival to visit her holy abode. My 6th sense KNEW IT ! That confirmation made me extremely happy! πŸ˜ŠπŸ™πŸ™ŒπŸ™‡..Another favorite temple on my bucket list! The wish came true!πŸ’–

So, from Holy Mosque to Church to temples, overall, had an amazing spiritually inclined,God/Goddess-willing summer vacation with my family. Unbelievable yet grateful and happy beyond words to the divine and my hubby especially.Makes me wonder, when will I get an opportunity to visit Gurudwaras, especially the Golden Temple, the holy place of worship of Sikhs. Pending on my to-do bucket list! 

So, this post is my heartfelt tribute to the divine, and hope the post can bring others too ,more and more closer to the light, the Divine. After all, actions speak louder than just words and sentiments, and good things should be cherished and shared!

I wanted to post it on September 6 th /yesterday on the auspicious eve of Janmashtami, the birthday of the 8th Avatar of Mahavishnu,the Lord Krishna.

In my video, you can see a standing pose of Lord Krishna in black.I deliberately put that picture in my prayer room asking him to give me company as some evil people tried their level best to stain me. Being Bhakthavatsala, (always at his true devotee's service), he seems to have paid heed to my request as this year his birthday fell on September 6th,2023 while I celebrated mine on August 6th . Like I proudly boast always, after all I have his star/zodiac sign "Rohini".πŸ˜πŸ’ž

So,as a token of gratitude and love beyond measure,I adorned/dressed in black with a bit of gold here and there while celebrating Lord Krishna's birthday in my little way. I know it is too much to say but felt like he gave me an opportunity to say ,he is my divine ka to me/ki ...Needless to say, THE true and original Divine masculine!πŸ™‡πŸ™Œ As I light-heartedly kinda in a humorous yet my love for Lord Krishna,I have mentioned in my blog posts before that I am like the modern-day MiraBai (though incomparable to MiraBai Ji's bhakthi),the famous devotee cum divine lover of Lord Krishna.

 So,this Janmashtami was very special . As a token of gratefulness and heartfelt love to my darling Lord Krishna,I made his favorite, Aval Payasam /A sweet dessert /Porridge made with flattened rice. This reminds me of the story of Sudama, one of his best friends, who was very poor and could only afford to bring a handful of flattened rice which lord Krishna happily accepted as the most precious offering ever and said "Mein toh sirf bhav ka bhooka hu" / True devotion matters me the most even if it is just a small flower offered with genuine love and faith. That's why,to commemorate that message and love,I always make Aval Payasam mostly on all Janmashtami eve - sweet and simple!

Aval Payasam is very easy to make. For me, this Payasam would sum up Lord Krishna's favorite things to eat. Little Poha/Chivda/Flattened Rice,Ghee,Milk,Raisins and jaggery .Not at all time-consuming yet pleasing to God. How to make sugar-free Aval Payasam is demonstrated in this video and my little celebration of Lord Krishna's birthday.

Really felt the divine's assurance of his divine presence in my life in all the above and many unsaid ways. This post is my humble tribute as a token of gratitude beyond words! Spreading the good vibes!

In my last post,I had to put an obvious picture of Chottanikkara Bhagawathy / Mother displaying femininity (partially) in its original/raw form (I felt my Divine Mother covering up/supporting me)..So,a picture clad in a lovely saree...πŸ™πŸ’–

UPDATE October 25th,2023 -I was sad that Number 6 was maligned and I was kinda whimpering about it to my divine Gods/Goddesses in my prayers .So,I was happy beyond words when most of the Hindu festivals like Vishu 2023 on April 15th,Janmashtami on September 6th AND Navratri 2023 fell on October 15th - October 24th .I feel like my divine paid heed to my prayers and pains and for me it is an assurance that my divine is always with me through thick and thin.

Since last 3years,I was looking upto/praying to the Divine Mother especially and I always wanted to paint a picture depicting how I am holding onto the Divine Mother and it's been a while I wondered why I am not able to paint or if I will be able to as I am not that good at drawing/painting.Finally,I did ! and I never thought it would come out good/worth showing to others .I referred to a few pictures online for inspirations.So,credit goes to the Internet !

So,needless to say I made a tribute to the Divine Mother by making this video to make it memorable forever on the auspicious occasion of Navaratri.Though I really don't follow the traditional steps to celebrate Navaratri at home ,my celebration is as always quite simple way of rendering prayers.#JaiMataRani

Saree(*Sorry just incase) colors = πŸ’Cream,Green &RedπŸ’

* - My intention is always to spread good vibes and dispelling any darkness as much as possible towards light. Please remember me as a harmless distraction ,a medium to spice up your personal life selflessly.Over to you for the best ! :)πŸ’πŸ™#Harmony #Peace 

Last but not the least, brain refreshing myself /brainwashing others with this inspiring lovely song from the movie "Ankush".

Itinii Shakti Hamen De Na Daataa,Mannkaa Vishvaas Kumazor Ho Naa -Dear God give us so much strength so that we never lose faith in you Ham Chalen Nek Raaste Pe Humase,Bhuulkar Bhii Koi Bhuul Ho Naa -May we walk in the path of righteousness ,and not make any mistakes by accident Duur Agyaan Ke Ho Andhere,Tu Hamen Gyaan Kii Raushanii De -Dispel the darkness of ignorance and Give us the light of knowledge Har Buraaii Se Bachate Rahen Ham,Jitanii Bhii De, Bhalii Zindagii De -Save us from all misdeeds and Whatever life we have let it be BLESSED..........

You are welcome for the free unlimited gyan / pearls and other gems of wisdom from yours truly and I appreciate your tolerance level too .😊

Love and light,

With sweetness and spiciness,

15 February 2023

1-2-3-4 Cake -MOIST and TASTY CAKE !!


 The best things in life are SWEET !! πŸ˜ŠπŸ™

Hope everyone is having a very wonderful new year. I wanted to post something so that my bloggy baby looks beautiful in the new year 2023 +. But looking at the calamities around the world,I was not in the mood to post something on time.

And then came my wedding anniversary, so, I finally got a solid reason to bake a cake. I wanted to make a moist, simple yet special cake, full of roses BUT guess what I forgot the recipe to make a fluffy cake. It's been a while. I have different cake recipes with different measurements in my recipe folders.


And then I am not someone who follows a recipe as it is always, I am prone to twist the recipe, experiment and curiously wait for the outcome. Sometimes it is a blunder or a wonder. That's why I call my kitchen my cooking lab - a lot of inventions ,destructions and preventions goes out in my kitchen. How I wished I had a window in my kitchen. Very soon the smoke alarm in my kitchen will blow up.#MyHomeAloneAdventures 

 Long story short, that's why I end up this time, baking 4 cake recipes with 3 different variations, one with no butter, another with no eggs, another sugar-free, and the last with the proper go-to delish fluffy cake recipe.


When my mother bakes a cake, it takes just one go and she has a basic oven, she doesn't use any hi-fi hand beater, she uses her bare clean hands😏 . She says that's the secret of her soft and spongy cake. It is so time taking. Lazy me, can't even imagine using my hands for that matter 😐. So, thankfully, I have an electric beater for that. But when it comes to a go-to cake recipe, there is a recipe, that is easy to remember and the cake comes out deliciously moist and spongy as well with a nice dense crumb..A Classic American cake recipe, a 1234 + cake handed down from generation to generation exclusively for novice bakers with hazardous cooking tendencies like ME ! πŸ™ŒπŸ˜€πŸ™‡

The original name of the recipe is 1234 representing the main/star ingredients but we do need more ingredients to bake this cake.So, I have renamed them 1234 + cake! You see my memory is so good that I may end up using just the 1234 star ingredients next time that would make me dump the cake eventually in just 1-2-3-4 minutes. So, never underestimate the power of the other common ingredients. So, for me, it is a 1234 + cake!


Basic 1234+ cake


1 cup milk, lukewarm/room temperature

2 cups of powdered sugar

3 cups of "sifted" All-purpose flour

4 eggs, room temperature

1 1/4 Tsps of Double Acting baking powder

1 cup of melted butter, room temperature

1 Tsp of Vanilla extract or any flavor of your choice

Pinch of salt


(In this video,I forgot to light a lamp to Lord Jesus and forgot to highlight his name in my "Spiritual Team" I mentioned in the video,I was very very sad . But as per Hindu rituals, one can make sure through the lamp we light to divine if our prayer reached him or not.So, likewise,I believe,I got a confirmation that Lord Jesus and family did feel my pain and accepted my prayer. Then one day I went to the shopping mall and I went to this shop called "LoveIsa" and I purchased a few pieces of jewelry on sale but I wanted to purchase a rosary with a cross which was expensive and I didn't want to wear lots of chains.So,I ignored it with a sigh! For the first time, I felt like I should also do an unboxing of the jewelry I bought on sale and it was getting delay.I wondered why? That's when I came across Sanam's video .
I admire him so much.All these years, in between the chaos, his songs were really mood-lifting for me. Even divine agrees with my admiration for him! And I realized why I was getting delayed to do the unboxing and I also got a confirmation from lord Jesus's affection towards me as it says "Love ISA" ! 😊

Secondly,I went to an Asian market for buying groceries, and without noticing and after returning,I started cooking a stir fry of Chinese Bitter Gourd and Baby Broccoli and it was from "The Church Brothers farm".I didn't realize that up until when I was uploading a short video of a food platter with that stir fry and I couldn't upload at all after many try.I wondered why and checked the video that's when I noticed this !That was fun and I love ISA/Lord Jesus ! #WhatAnCoincidence #PraiseTheLord )(Don't know why the caps are on,unable to fix the case !)

Also , Congrats and thanks to Mr. and Mrs.Shrutin for the lovely Lord Ganapathi's idol for puja!πŸ˜πŸ™


  1. Preheat oven to 350 degrees F.
  2. Mix the "SIFTED" all-purpose flour, pinch of salt, and baking powder, and keep it aside.
  3. Using an electric mixer, cream butter until fluffy. At least for 3 minutes on low speed.
  4. Add sugar and continue to cream well for a total of 6 to 8 minutes.
  5. Scrape the side of the bowl always throughout making the batter as and when needed to avoid any lumps or unmixed ingredients.
  6. Add eggs,1 at a time, beating well after each addition.
  7. Add vanilla and continue to beat until just mixed.
  8. Add flour little by little to avoid any lumps, alternately to creamed mixture, beginning and ending with flour.
  9. Then add milk and beat until mixed. Milk shouldn't be cold or hot. Lukewarm will be the best.
  10. Now my cake batter is ready!
  11. Cream a baking pan with little butter or I reuse the butter paper.
  12. Pour the cake batter into the greased cake pan.
  13. Tap the batter in the cake pan to release the air bubbles.
  14. Put the cake into the oven and bake it for 30-75 minutes or until a toothpick/knife/stick inserted comes out clean. Do not be tempted to open the oven in between. After 30 minutes you may and close it fast and carefully. Try poking the top, and the sides to make sure the cake is well-cooked from the inside.
  15. When the knife inserted comes out clean, that means the cake is cooked and ready.Put off the oven.
  16. Let it cool for 5 to 10 minutes.
  17. That's it my basic 1234 cake is ready to be served!
  • Make sure that all ingredients are at room temperature.
  • It will depend from oven to oven to bake the cake until it is done. It took me 75 minutes approx.
  • The original recipe calls for 3-4 Tsps of baking powder. However, I am using a double-acting baking powder and only 1 1/4 Tsp worked for me. You can substitute it with ordinary baking powder as well. So,if you are using a baking powder and soda combo, you may need to adjust the amount,I have not tried that way yet. Regardless, make sure they are not expired. Make sure to use ordinary all-purpose flour than the self-rising cake flour, in which case baking powder should be probably avoided.I haven't tried that way.It should be sifted.
  • Over-mixing the cake makes it a dry cake.
  • You can skip the salt if you are using salted butter.
  • If you wish you can decorate the cake and play around with frostings and other fillings etc.Just cool completely before frosting.

I then layered all my cakes and decorated them with white vanilla frosting ,green piping designs and finally covered the entire layers with my handmade not-so-perfect fondant flowers a.k.a rose flowers (You see I had to convince my doter that they are rose !) ...πŸ˜€

So, to all enthusiastic cake bakers especially if you are a novice, this homemade cake made from scratch, 1234 + cake will be your best bet I believe, at least it is for me. It is a sure keeper !! I wanted to post it and keep it for records in my blog! DONE finally !!

My hubby loved it , but my doter, she is turning very picky and moody when it comes to food lately.When she was a baby to toddler phase,she ate everything happily,I made,as we never gave her any outside food for that matter . Now,it has changed !! She is becoming stubborn and choosy !! #ThisChildIsTheParentOfUs πŸ˜πŸ™

My reminder quote !πŸ™ŒπŸ˜‚πŸ’•

She is a typical Malayali girl fond of rice and seafood/non-veg especially. Stuck there! So,I am sad that she didn't want to taste the cake for now.I am patient with her . My main focus is that she eats something for sure than eating nothing at all. At home, I am able to manage her to eat well. If I force her too much, she throws up.So, I am being tolerant with her. My mother says, we all kids were like that,we were picky and moody.It is just a phase, that shall soon pass !!

Anyways, Baking and cooking make me very happy ( ESPECIALLY in my kitchen) .MAGIC is, after all, something you make!The show must go on by divine's grace for my own edible gratifications and mastery !😊

With food and good vibes,

Love and light !πŸ™πŸ˜Š

#IAmTheChosenOne #SomeoneDeletedIt

Doter of Madhura Meenakshi Amma and Mridaya Mahadeva, follower of Mother Mary/Our Lady of Fatima and Jesus/Divine with any nameπŸ˜ŠπŸ™πŸŒΊπŸŒΌ

(On a funny note,a huge fan of Ryan Reynolds sir,the owner, and the user of Mint Mobile...On a serious note, Ryan sir,Reynolds pen used to be my favorite pen forever during my school/college days,made my handwriting beautiful !!πŸ˜ŠπŸ˜‹..Thank You!!..You are so funny ..in those ads especially !!πŸ˜ŠπŸ˜€) 

P.S....I like to dedicate this cake to all readers and especially my super divinely-gifted Tarot card readers. Some readings are great guidance for me. I know for sure you all are not simply playing cards.So, I feel like one of these chosen ones' purposes in life was to guide me and others like me in this spiritual journey. Thanks once again for being my spiritual guru !! May almighty bless you and your family in every way !!πŸ˜ŠπŸ˜πŸ™πŸ™‡

I remember in one tarot reading by an "American" tarot reader, that was collective, she said, "You will embody your grandma's name ".I was quite taken aback as my maternal grandmother's name is the name of Mother Kali and my paternal grandmother's name is baby maa maa πŸ˜ƒ...By the way,do check out these tarot readers,they are hot, happening,single,ready to mingle, and most importantly near to spirits and God.#ISpirituallyEndorseToDatersπŸ™ŒπŸ˜‰πŸ˜ŠπŸ™

Also, thanks to all spiritual gurus out there who give us the right guidance to choose the path of righteousness and to seek the divine thereby alongside our overall protection against evil !!

My divine parents---My mother is bearing the stain in the front and my divine father got my back ...Coincidentally,the 2nd pic is a screenshot of a picture of Lord Shiva I had at my home in my calendar that resonated from Unni sir's picture from one of his movie,Bruce Lee as I captured in the superman cake video I dedicated to Unni Mukundan Sir on his birthday as a token of gratitude for being a part of this rollercoaster twin flame journey (perhaps!)...I will cherish this picture forever !!:))).....#OmNamahaShivaya #JaiMaaJagadAmba

This twin flame journey is all about -  Since Lord Krishna himself can't come in real form, also known to disguise himself in many forms to test/help his devotees,the divine sent a "not-so-spiritually-grounded" πŸ˜€ human being (with divine's name as a clue) to assist/elevate me in this journey/life in some way or other I believe !!

Someone told me ," You met your dream man after your marriage and some said,your twin flame will never harm you/act like a demon !"...Like I told them and to be clear,my dream man is NOT him !...He did play a role in all chaos in my life as well ,as he was dancing to those tunes that were useful to them or are under control of and also out of sheer ego and arrogance..Some are very low vibrational and so are their lifestyle and moral values !... Since he is not fully spiritually awakened yet  ,that's the reason for all his negative contributions in my life ...which my divine is miraculously trying to convert into blessings eventually...πŸ™#AllPraiseToMyDivine #IWishThemAllBest

Bruce Lee is an inspirational Icon but Unni Mukundan sir and gang showed me that they believe in the bruise lee (meaning bruise taken) to the bruise dee (meaning bruise given ) principle..That's a red flag, to be honest !!And I was healing everyone's bruises you see directly ,indirectly..πŸ˜πŸ˜‹

Having said that,I do appreciate and will be grateful to dear Rama-Krishna for the protective efforts !πŸ™πŸ˜Š#HappyRamaNavami2023

Like I said before, my dream man is someone ordinary with extraordinary capabilities, coincidentally like the "SUPERMAN" who only exists in movies/DC comics..😊😏#RichInMindHeartAndDeeds..everything else is a bonus !

Like I always said,I have the same astrological star as Lord Krishna and our Kuladevi/Ancestral deity - "Ashtami Rohini"..I am grateful beyond words that Lord Krishna and My divine amma did justice to that in a way !:)))))πŸ™πŸ™πŸ˜


Neither last nor least, I am quite grateful to the almighty as always. And I feel one of my purpose in my life are to spread my faith in the divine, how much the divine loves his devotees/no matter how the circumstances are, never ever give up on the divine/everything happens as per his will and for good,good vs evil, sharing my spiritual experiences whether someone believes or not !! I can feel my divine parents' presence in my life for sure...To the people who ask if there is divine in stone, rock etc,..

Like we say in Malayalam, "Mannilum Vinnilum Thoonilum Thurumbilum Daivam Irikkunnu ,Avan Karuna Mayanayi Kaval Vilakkayi Karalil Irikkunnu .....Alum Arivum Ullavar Vazhvaam Adaril Jayikkunnu ,Avan Arivillathavar Thann Hrudayathil Arivaay Vilangunnu Arivaay Vilangunnu ...."

Meaning one who has true faith in the divine, can feel divine everywhere regardless, and the divine will always be there for them.(The bottom line! )

The apt quote I came across today...It's not about my faith, it is about my Divine's love and support for an ordinary woman like me against my ill-wishers/evil-doers !! #BELIEVEinDIVINEπŸ™‡πŸ™πŸ’“

It's not the huge donation one does in holy places, doing big pujas/worships, knowledge of all holy books, etc matters the most (though it is necessary,each to their own way of showing/sharing/spreading their devotion towards almighty), what truly matters is the purity of heart and intentions, THERE one can feel the presence of the divine for sure. That's my personal belief !!

Believe it or not,I and my loved ones were under dark non-spiritual warfare from these 2 groups of people ...


The intention!

Many people asked me what dark non-spiritual warfare I really went through : 

As per my intuitions,"probably" all these..:- 

Well STD in our world usually means “Stalking Tendency Detected” !..In our ordinary world, we rebuke even that!😎

A few fame-us people are heavily spying on me/stalking me by hacking my phone and also through my television etc .I am trying my best to block it using many apps etc but still, I am struggling.So, they keep track of my moves somehow.So,as a reflex to a few circumstances happening in my life, these people are using black magic and other higher forces to play “God”.

So shall it be !

We had a series of flu (which divine changed into “FLEW”) going on which I believe they wanted to inflict a more harmful bad health on us.

My doter would vomit most of the day ..and when it hit a carpet I realized , they meant “V-OMIT Car-pet !”.She would get hurt at school which sometimes left a mark under her eye like a blow !

We would go for any vacation and either we fell sick like jala dosham in Malayalam which in Hindi means “Jealousy” /jalan ...my doter would have “ear infection”/hear infection ,or I would have food poisoning symptoms/upset belly or my car would get a narrow escape from an accident and is full of scratches and also has a tint of green paint as a residue.I recently saw a honeymoon video of a celebrity couple and I realized they had also some food poisoning symptoms.

I had sinus ,we had different kinds of vedna which means pain and in Hindi means “VED-NA” meaning no philosophy.

My brother got covid and accident.Our shed outside our home broke in India..

Since they eavesdrop on our conversation at home,as a reflex to some of our conversation,our toilet would get blocked.

And most importantly they were sending “death spells” !!

And my loved ones!

By Divine’s grace all these evil spells would touch us to warn us of these bullcum cow shits thrown on us.#PraiseThelord

To make you all happy, we /me and my loved ones are just walking zombies with no intention to hurt others, suffering and surviving all your attacks because of our faith in the almighty, and turning all these messes into messages and tests into testimonials and faith in the divine!

To Anus and gang,please don’t forget we also can take help from some Black magician .And even if we do,I am sure the divine will forgive us as we are taking protective measures against evil people.Please remember it ! You all people have kids,how will it feel if something horrible happens to them ! What you are doing can inflict issues in our life,affect it negatively for now but it will come right back to you all like a tsunami, and only the divine knows what will happen!Just a reminder!#BeCareful

Evil will fail!

You all have name,fame,are privileged..use it for the good of others , that’s how you get divinity!I am not financially stable yet .So I am working hard using my “good” passions to achieve it .I am minding my own passionate business juggling family and home alongside! I don’t even waste my time to spy on their social media profiles and I am becoming allergic to such people’s any updates anywhere.

Even though you all have everything and considering the toxic environment you are thriving in ,I have no interest in anyone from there or to be in that environment.I am not here to steal anyone’s man/love interest .ALL YOURS ! Your men probably think that we/virtuous women admire them for the wrong reason.

Cheers to a beauty-full world !

We work hard for good and we attract likewise !! So,keep your men and kindly stop harming me and my loved ones.Like any family, we may have problems and problem makers, that the Divine will for sure take care of it sooner or later.No one else has to interfere in anyone’s personal matter without being asked for because you may be having a bird’s point of view only not the depth/root cause! Don’t act like a goon-da/di and make it worse !If you can make it better,then fine!

I am writing/highlighting all these to tell any authority concerned that it’s not about me, they can be a menace to society if not stopped.I don’t wish bad upon anyone regardless!

Screenshots of a few tarot readings that resonated with my intuitions and experiences -

#MaliciousGroupFromMollywood (A group/cult of men and women who were using dark forces/black magic/evil spells to create havoc in my life )#BaneToSociety #Sho #NoOffense #RequestingPlsDon'tBeMaliciousπŸ™

These people not only hacked my phone etc,they are also deleting my cooking videos, even a "Short" video takes forever to upload, and manipulating my youtube algorithms/subscribers,views,likes, and payment.I work very hard ,I wish to grow my channel as I've just started seriously.I have better things to do.Kindly have some integrity and dignity that benefits others genuinely and not just pretending/showing off outside to be the right and powerful. DIVINE WILL SEE TO IT ANYWAYS !!

People seeking black magic to destroy others will face terminal illness,death,generational curse to name a few..SO,BEWARE !!Don't waste your hard-earned money for the wrong reason and indirectly your precious life and well-being of your loved ones !

#SilentKillers..The same astrological reading I got loong time back is resurfacing from many tarot readers about my mother-in-laaw and sis-in-laaw doing black magic and it almost resonates with all the hardships I went through after my marriage ...Due to all hardships especially related to conceiving,my faith in the almighty dwindled,I started doubting and there were days I stopped praying though I never stopped believing in the divine..It was during those vulnerable time,I became susceptible to those dark vicious attacks...LESSON: NEVER GIVE UP ON THE DIVINE REGARDLESS!

I loved them all so much..even though I had a hunch about their evil plots and schemes against me and others ,after my father-in-law's death,I wholeheartedly requested my mother-in-law to come and stay with us here in US.#EnoughIsEnough

SO,whenever something malicious is going against me , my divine mother I worship at home, whom I consider to be our Chottanikkara Amma (<- CLICK to read more about this supreme Goddess residing in one of the famous temples of Kerala in Kochi) really turns BLACK as shown in the picture above in several days..

#ProtectionForAllMyLovedOnes ..I am in my own lane and here for my own missions

Nothing else but mother's form gets stained and I KNOW (I will be experiencing something off or my intuition also hints to me in advance ) it is an indication to me and an assurance from my divine mother that she is bearing the stain on my behalf and will not spare the culprits for sure.She is watching over and justice will be served in private or public.So, pls leave me alone, kindly don't hurt me and my loved ones !! That's why I have dedicated even my website to my favorite diety's pictures as a humble tribute straight from my heart.πŸ™

The 1st quote I saw and took a screenshot from an American movie of a Saint I saw recently!:)

I also asked for my divine mother's forgiveness and permission to put her bare picture like that as I want to purify some people's nasty minds and hearts. After all, everyone drank milk from their mother's breast just like this when they were a baby!

πŸ™‡Amme Narayana,Devi Narayana,Lakshmi Narayana,Bhadre Narayana...OmπŸ™‡

Thank You Amma !! πŸ™‡πŸ™‡πŸ™‡πŸ’•.One day I saw two cloves I offered to Maa Jagad Amba/Universal Divine Mother, in the evening which was floating in oil that too in winter, they were as seen in the picture above standing pointing directly towards Maa Bhagwathi !! I interpreted it as C-LOVES !!:))πŸ’“....πŸ™‡πŸ™πŸŒΊπŸŒΌπŸŒΉπŸŒΈπŸŒ·

I love you too my divine parents/Team !! Thank you !!πŸ’“πŸ’“πŸ™‡

Hara hara Mahadeva...Om jai Maa Parashakthi !!!πŸ™πŸ’“

Chaitra Navaratri greetings !πŸ™πŸ˜Š

P.P.S. : Until and unless it is purely obvious all RECIPE NAMES  appearing in my YouTube Videos are just recipes and any resemblances to your perception are purely coincidental. There is no double meaning hidden!

05 October 2022

Run to Gym smoothie - Cheers to peace !!#HandshakeWithAMilkshake

A milkshake/smoothie made up of Honey,Pistachio,U-NO chocolate bar,and milk

Dear Ladies and gentlemen!πŸ™

Who dares to listen to another loooong lecture /free gyan with a cup of my special smoothie for a smooth read !!😊

To all those who would dare,I share for once and all!! 

Ready for an eye and ear sore ,TMI, and blah blah blahhhhhhh....??? Do you have what it takes ??πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜…πŸ˜…πŸ˜œπŸ˜œ

After much thought and consideration and sequence of events to stain me and mainly my family, led to this post.

Some revengeful,soul-less, low-grade people made many rumors to harm me by their words and actions to ruin my image and especially the “Running to India for a wrong reason “  one  #BadKarma4You...I don’t believe in explaining myself to anyone or needing anyone’s approval anyways because I know the truth and people who matter to me know the truth ,divine in holy places know the truth but just so you know…..
Some facts may sound repetitive /ear sore 😊…


Some people may say why to share your personal info in public ?.. Well, usually I only shared positive aspects I am grateful for but circumstances insisted me to share positive and negative as well and it is also my way of saying, life is not perfect for everyone...Everyone has ups and downs in life and relationships !! I don’t want anyone’s sympathy but that’s my whole point!

FYI…The summary !


Dear sadists!

I went to India on a VACATION with my doter for a couple of months because once she joins school here, we won’t get a chance to stay in India with her grandparents, etc for long as always it will be a quick, unsatisfied visit as we live in different states in India and also, my mother has health issues and she was not getting a regular maid. My old father and bro were helping her.So, I being a doter, my close friends know here that I had been planning to go to India for the same to help my mother...

My hubby was anyways traveling for work . And my toddler doter had probs like not sleeping at night, waking up from time to time and it was havocking my sleep and I had my health concerns. She is at times a handful being a kid. So, I decided to take a well-deserved break and spent time with my old parents back in India, our doter gets the authentic taste of the traditions of India and I wanted my doter to have amazing memories with them when they are alive since we live so far.

It was during this time I got this attention from celebrities and I did give a small hint to my hubby, especially about Unni sir but I didn’t tell him all the attention I was getting from celebrities as I feared what if he stops my blogging/vlogging forever and since I am not used to lots of attention especially such elite’s attention,it was verrry overwhelming for me. 

So,it was also one of the reasons that made me grateful, smiling yet very uneasy, and just disappear for a while...but not at the cost of abandoning my blog/vlog,it is a work-in-progress dream of mine after all…. I thought they will forget and ignore me gradually….I don’t want to encourage them but I will always be grateful for all elite people’s attention and excuse me for all problems from my end ...I tried my best to ignore them first, taking all gossip lightly and simply responding to their personal attacks /misunderstandings in a funny way (teasing them back)...So, that it doesn’t escalate to worse but it did !πŸ’

Divine knows the truth - Only that matters!

My hubby was neither interested nor had any leave to go to India back then .He hardly listens to me.So,he asked me to GO with my doter for a while.For which I was very mad at him 😑😑😊 and he said he might try to join us in India after a couple of months to see his folks as well but then Corona hit.We didn’t want to travel and take risks with our little doter.So, we stayed back.

In fact, we wanted to return to the US after taking vaccinations only like after a year as it would be so risky to travel with my toddler with her tantrums alone but since my hubby was alone,my parents insisted me to go back to the US ASAP as we were hearing horrible news happening in the US because of Corona and since traveling with my handful doter during a pandemic would be inconvenient and to make it riskless,they asked my hubby to come over when it is safe to travel and either work from India or if it is not possible then return back together. Or just stay in India permanently as they were scared of the consequences of corona in the US . However, my hubby prefers US,so he came to pick us up and we came back together.

(Having said all this ,even my parents do not listen to everything I say ...They all are the same (ellam kannakka)..No one is my best confidant !..Well, they all are not perfect, they all have their own justified reasons as well ..even me )...

Anyways,I can’t thank Corona,it was a blessing in disguise for me and my doter.I knew it was once in a lifetime kind of vacation.Usually, we go to India for 2 – 3 weeks max.I am sooo happy that my doter and my parents have some amazing memories for life to cherish.We were able to share our respective loads with each other.My hubby was alone here in the US busy with work etc and he is an adult who can take care of himself.It was not a big deal for me and it was our mutual decision for good!

When I was in India, all these celebrities were cheering me up somehow and it was again overwhelming for me, especially actors flaunting their bodies for fun to something silly I wrote in my blog .So, I was writing this and that on my blog indirectly to my hubby in the US to make sure that when I and my doter are away from him, he can utilize that time to do some exercise/bodybuilding, take care of his health, prioritize whatever matters the most and surprise me and these celebrities as well.

YES, this is a truth that I wished (which I knew was “Mission Impossible !”) if I could see Unni Mukundan sir somehow for once “as a fan”.I remember commenting on his picture I think when I was in India,if he could do his movie promotion in my town so that I can meet up with my friend/cousin/Dad by my side. 

Like I've mentioned before,I really felt a past life connection with Unni sir …. Maybe he was my baby boy at my previous birth ..who knowss????? πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚

Also,I always wanted to have a small dimple on my chin all my life and it coincidently happened after he came into my life as he has dimples...#ChamatkarHiChamatkar

Because of this past life connection thing I felt with him ,I wanted to utilize my long vacation to see him in person somehow of course with my parent’s approval only.I didn’t even have a crush on him (we all fans love all the celebrities !) but I felt a strange familiarity which I believe is called a twin flame journey/soul connection and many tarot card readings confirmed that there is a possibility that we indeed had a past life connection together.

Though he is very handsome ,I really didn’t feel any special attraction towards him (Well,all celebrities are good-looking and out of our league !) and also he is surrounded by amazing women too (So,I didn't have any special stake )...Though he is a well-respected, renowned actor in Mollywood,I’ve till today not seen all his movies ...and he looked totally different ..If my intuition is correct he felt the same spark but he thought it was just another physical attraction . Being a celebrity he was always extra cautious yet playful! I always got a friendly vibe ...That was certainly a matter of attraction….

Right from the beginning,his industry was portraying him as if he was a goon ….I wondered, is it because as he is not a star son, they are treating him like that ??...I didn’t like that and I didn’t get that vibe , though not sure how he truly he is in his personal life....That’s why I was harsh on him in the previous posts, wishing and praying that he proves them all wrong and flourish in every way ..He certainly has got what it takes !

I am only mad at him and his partners in crime for hacking my personal information and using it against me to ruin my image in every possible way….I’ve no problem with his lifestyle or any woman in his life but I am concerned for his well-being like for any other human being….I hope no one will ever say “Well,he is a thalipoli afterall!” ...That’s it ! ...

(By the way, I don't believe in nepotism as I think star kids may have a upper hand but eventually,it is always about the survival of the fittest / the IT factor flourishes )

Well,when you have that past-life connection feeling,how can one not feel like meeting them once in a lifetime for sure?

So, I had this urge for the first time in my life to meet a man for once for sure..Like I wrote to him,I was praying to God, meditating for long, and running hard on my treadmill (as that is my sure shot way of clearing my mind !) but that urge was persistent..It was complicating ..I deactivated my social media accounts..I asked my hubby to plan for a mini vacation here twice to clear my mind of this dilemma forever but he was then very busy at work .So,that was also one of the factors that made me go to India.

Since all the people with revenge mentality and no conscience people were just tagging us along for some cheap pleasure/personal motives,I must say YOU ALL brought us more closer ,I do have a special soft corner for Unni sir but since Mollywood was hacking and stalking me,I had no other way than to be mad at them,to kinda expose them so that they can stop . Though I tried my best to do lovingly first ...

Thanks to all "ChanakyaThanthram"

I even showed my mother a picture of his childhood with his family and I asked her if she feels any familiarity with some Malayali family from my childhood back in North India ..She said No.So,my father and bro became suspicious as I sent him a “Thank You” gift (from a fan) but my parents know me well .So they never questioned me .I told them about all celebrity's attention I got. However,my super-strict bro was alert and serious about it and wanted me to return to the US ASAP.😞

Indirectly in my case!

If by God’s grace,I would and I will get an opportunity to meet Unni sir in person (I would have my hatta katta brothers as my bodyguard),it would have been something like movie 96 (starring Vijay sir and Trisha Ma'am)  , the only difference being we are not former classmates/lovers, just a celebrity and a spiritual fan who would wish the best for the well being in every way of the celebrity she felt a soul connection with !He is neither someone who can be trapped with tricks and treats nor in scarcity of any amazing woman (young,talented,fertile,gorgeous etc) around him and I am married with a child and a small blogger...For timepass,it is quite easy nowadays to get in touch with any men I believe via the internet/ social media friend requests etc...Which is not my thing..

This is it! ….So,it was a well-deserved long vacation I prayed for...I am not single or childless or was madly in love with someone, irresponsible/impulsive to do something seriously stupid ….I would never run to some stranger that too towards a celebrity..for what?..I heard a case something like this in one of his interviews though,so someone got inspiration from that scenario perhaps ..Not exactly my story ! By divine’s and parents' grace,I am well educated, have a logical mind and good heart by almighty’s grace! ....

My moral principles are strictly against the modern way of affairs.I literally have no interest in any illicit matters.I am old school and I am proud of my traditional upbringing. This special spiritual bond I felt with Unni Mukundan sir definitely shook/questioned my beliefs and principles though.I believe in pure love,arranged marriage (because my parent’s blessings were always a must !),hate people who elope with someone,not having a boyfriend, and sleeping with only my husband is a feather in my cap,parenting,household stuffs ,divine,and chasing my passions and living a simple life describes ME rest all blessings are just bonus by Divine's grace.

I don’t have anything special that he can’t get from anyone else ..

(By the way,no offense to people who are way too modern and westernized and I am not saying that I am better than you but this is how I am -Traditional yet modern with rules! )

My parents asked me to come back and stay for a year and go but I told them then it wouldn’t be safe to travel ….

We were always taught to count our blessings than stressing and be grateful regardless.Life is a roller-coaster ride, not rainbows always. I have no problem speaking my truth and fighting for myself with the divine by my side!People who hurt me in any way,I will pray to the divine to forgive you. But as per my past experiences,I don’t think so as my intentions are always good! No, I am not trying to scare anyone,but that’s how karma works when people mess with people good at heart and that’s the kind of bond I’ve with almighty! Karma won’t spare me too but I try my best not to hurt anyone knowingly or have ill intentions towards anyone as I am Divine fearing!

So, this is the truth, Believe it or not,I don’t care! Spread rumors and face your karma sooner or later!

Meanwhile ,take a chill pill or drink this specially made for all rumor makers ,spreaders ,sadist audiences , a smoothie that is tasty and yet good for health .No trick only treat !An edible peace treaty!

I’ve named this drink: Run-to-the-Gym Smoothie (Handshake with a Milkshake !)

My humble request to Unni Mukundan sir 

Dear Unni sir,

Hope you are doing well !πŸ˜ŠπŸ™

This post is my way of peace/goodwill offering! With all balls thrown at me,I took them all with the courage to extend you  - An open invitation for a smoothie in India in the future someday with no strings attached..just to be on good terms!

I don’t know what exactly is called “A date”...but for me, I just wish to meet and erase all rumors/stains and give justice to the connection I felt....Cheers to a good friendship offering!

Though superman in Marvel movies is a man with super values

All this heartbreak (out of misconceptions and revenge mentality) happened because of miscommunications and misunderstandings!!

Hacking, stalking , backstabbing aatha hai,ek baar baat karkey clear karney ki koshish ki hothi ..Unnecessary drama,misunderstandings,shaming ,accusing ,hurting and staining would have been avoided .That would have been the responsible and accountable (mature) way of dealing with such situations I believe.If I were U !

For all the mess created by your filmi folks in my life for the past two years and to do justice to the spiritual bond we perhaps share,I would humbly request you to please stop hurting us and stop people from creating more mess and spreading baseless rumors.

Dear sir,with the permission of the star woman/women in your life and with the permission of all my folks (my hubby and my parents especially and my bro-bhabhi) ,when I will come to India,I would like to meet up with you one day for a cup of tea biscuit :D and then you can go your way and I will go my way .

I am saying this in public that “THANKS” for the idea ,now I am planning for sure to run to this gym / meet up with Unni Mukundan sir by almighty’s grace , a public declaration.When and where also I will inform at my social network handles if it happens by God’s grace.This way it will be safer and nothing phony or secretive. Besides, it was on my bucket list .So, Thanks again for the idea rumor maker!πŸ™‡πŸ‘πŸ‘Œ


Dear Unni sir and his fams ,I don’t have any ill intention or any expectations, just chit-chat and you go your way,I go my own.I don’t want to force you but I am requesting you.Hope everyone will agree to that happily ! πŸ˜πŸ˜‹And anyone other than us who will stop this union by anyway,will face the bad karma (Read:Irreparable loss !!)by my faith in God.After all,we both with our families went through a lot for cheap motives.That's unfair and unjust !!

Just in case, dear moral police,nowadays,I believe,it is super easy to find someone to sleep with,for that no one has to meet up with a hard to get ,celebrity !πŸ˜ƒπŸ˜’..Well,who wants a bull when you have got a lion at home ?πŸ˜‰πŸ˜Š

Hoping for a positive response from Unni sir and his folks ! I only need my folk's permission and I will pray to the divine that they all will understand and agree for sure.

Aaj tak mein kehthey rehi,aap sunte rahey,aur sab kahani banathey rahey,takleef banathey and badathey rahey..Everyone’s effort should not go waste,NOW I WISH TO HEAR FROM “U” IN PERSON and would pray to give this special messy bond we share a proper closure, a happy ending to cherish forever! I don't know if it is possible but I think ,THIS IS THE RIGHT THING TO DO ! I know kahan aap,kahan mein ...Hope you and others will understand my viewpoint and agree with me,in same page = The justice league 😊…

Lots of mud were thrown at my family indirectly,So,I wanna redeem it !!..Hope the universe will help me to fulfill this wish on my bucket list.(Fingerscrossed !)

I respect other's time as well !

This was too much for me to bear it strongly with a smile . Thanks to the divine in Holy places,Almighty was my armor ...mein ek aur dushman anek ...Divine got my back !! So, thanks for making me the strongest !!I want to take the risk to extend an offer to meet me in person (with any of my bodyguards/family memer by my side)whenever I am in India.This is not me...not even in my wildest imagination I would have thought to even dare to think like this ...especially extending an offer to meet a celebrity lol...From my point of view,this is a fated connection that’s why it got dragged for so long and the whole universe knows about it (touchwood!)...There is something special about it ! Hope the divine will give us a chance to purify and celebrate it ...

(Reminds me, one of my classmates would always ask me to meet up with him whenever I visit India,since my classmates in India always have get-togethers and I am not able to make it ...I remember pulling his leg and saying for that you have to change your gender ...and his name is Ravi and his wife’s name is Sangeetha,lagtha hai Ravi ka shraap lag gaya mere ko..Khush toh bohut hongey tum Ravi !:(πŸ˜”..Karma is real !) )

I want to share our pictures by Divine’s grace on social media one day for sure! By Divine's grace !:))

Somehow I feel like writing around all Navaratris it seems.😁It all started in MahaShivaratri and this is my positive decision to reconcile especially in person to be on good terms and to do justice to all negativity that happened to ruin our respective reputations and others on Dasami 2022 .

Lord Vishnu relates to the number 8 they meant..#Typo

Unni sir sounds like a good idea ?? πŸ˜‹πŸ˜Š...Hoping to be on good terms !!

Thanks a lot for reading and tolerating it ! Now, breathe in and breathe out , peace in and peace out !!

Hope you all are ALIVE,safe, and sound !!😁

Take a break,rest in nest! You are welcome ! Hope to see you back later !! πŸ˜‰πŸ˜œπŸ˜Š

Naam toh suna hi hoga,πŸ˜‰πŸ˜

Love and light,

P.S : Coincidently, there is a reason why I say these two men (one in my real life and one in reel life)are my connections made by the divine who would play a vital role in the elevation and the expansion of my life on a postive note.My hubby’s birthday is on August 2 and Unni sir’s is on Sep 22 and together 2+22 = 6 ,my date of birth ! Also,Navaratri started on Sep 26 and ends today on 10/05/2022 !Miracle for me ! HAPPY DUSSEHRA !!πŸ˜ŠπŸ˜ŠπŸ™

Though it is risky to have a baby now,by almighty's grace we do have our embryos stored in and out of the country as well.It is a costly and challenging process though !! I was before going to India quite desperate to plan for another baby but my hubby was not ready .Now,finally after all these baby dramas created by outsiders , I finally got closure,my doter is as of now enough !!

Enough is enough,I just wanna do the right thing..for all rumors and staining me and others alongside.Rest assured to critics/defamers, I am not desperate/addicted/with any hidden motive! It’s in fact my way of proving I am not , I do have the guts to prove to you that I ain't that type !... 

Eventually, time and actions show us how a person truly is and he is certainly not my type ...and I am neither his type ! So, I am not a threat to his woman/women !!


Also, thanks to this spiritual connection,I came across a tarot reader who told me that all these defamations and staining are the result of two black magic practitioners/witches in my family. It makes sense when I recall many incidents that happened in my life since marriage.Right from the day I got married ,these ladies were secretly making sure that I don’t flourish in my life in any way .So,I had problems in conceiving,losing jobs,other health issues, and eventually, staining me and generated enemies for me in every way in evil ways. Even my FIL became sick because of them,my family was also targeted,my doter initially used to refuse to go to my MIL’s hand and one day she seriously fell ill in India.We didn’t inform about pregnancy or doter’s birth.So,it was a huge surprise for them and after that, I started getting unexplainable mood swings….eventually, I had to leave our home and go to India and all these issues are the result of black magic....Some choose light and then some choose dark to destroy that light !

I am writing all these about them because they were enjoying all these issues I was facing so far.It has got nothing to do with cars etc that I mentioned before .Actually,when my father-in-law was on death bed, while doing a video group call with his relatives, instead of being sad about him,these people were indirectly mono acting and indicating me ,”Now that the maama which also means matchmaker in Malayalam is gone,why don’t you also leave ?”

When my hubby was in India for his father’s funeral last year around this time,he was always reminding me of the life insurance policy because of their torture as I and my doter were alone in US then.As I was talking to my nephew ,he showed me his father/my brother-in-law/MohanDas chettan who was showing me a riding motion .That’s why I mentioned Lord Shiva and Nandi bull in the previous post ...(My sister-in-law’s name is Nandi ) .Divine gave me a chance to show them to taste their own bitter medicine..and my MIL was telling me many times,he/P is my son afterall,meaning her husband is dead and her son’s wife , everyone is killing her. They were secretly rejoicing that all their black magic worked successfully.

It didn’t make me happy to write all these but what difference will it make otherwise.I am not someone who loves to snatch or keep their son or bro away from their family.I may have indifferences and disagreements but I try my best to bring them close only.Even though my FIL was bedridden,I forced my hubby to bring my in laws to the USA ,which was his biggest wish and I am happy that though I didn't get a chance to take care of them in India ,I was able to take care of them ,do my bit and spent some quality time together here.It may look like I am defaming them but this is my only cheesy way of saying that I was deeply hurt by their actions !!

So,this spiritual connection was an eye opener,otherwise ,though a few astrologers did mention it indirectly in past but were not so clear.Finally,it makes sense !! I wouldn’t have come across that Astro friend who highlighted this. What people who go for black magic,spells etc for evil intentions perhaps don’t know is that it works like ,”What goes around, comes around 10 fold !” ..I will never get a chance to say all these on their face anyways...

Hope they all will change for good and family is family after all !!