03 May 2021

A fish thali Kerala style - Another dedication post to men in black


 "Sometimes what you expect from a friend, you get it from a stranger ." ~ Unknown

This post is dedicated to all those strangers especially a few YouTube stars ,specifically , the men clad in the black costume, whom, by all powers vested in me,I have named them, my Black commandos / Black cats ๐Ÿ˜‰๐Ÿ˜Ž๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ’ช๐Ÿ‘Š. Well, a few of these men in black or in dress matching to my outfit were cooking seafood for me.๐Ÿ˜ฌ๐Ÿ˜ฎ๐Ÿ˜Š 


How do you all know that I love CFood ??๐Ÿ˜Ž๐Ÿ˜ป Thank you so much !!๐Ÿ™๐Ÿ‘Œ๐Ÿ‘ ..I almost licked my laptop !...It never looked so clean before. I just wanted to thank you for your effort and time.Some were bursting crackers too . Fun and light huh? Loved it, appreciate it, and wanna cherish it forever. .To the guy who offered me Horlicks and prepared meen recipe...Thanks,nanni,namskaaram..#KalipuStyle !!:)

Ellavarrum sheenichu kaannum ,othiri kashtapettulley...๐Ÿ˜€

Blippi,Kunal sir and Ranveer sir - Like one of the most priceless awards I got in my blogging journey,I am storing your pics as a souvenir to cherish forever..:)

Once again my heartfelt thanks to the Indian celebrity ,the hunky , talented chefs -Kunal Kapur sir in pink shirt (DIY Holi colors ! Waah Sir ji,kya baath :D) ,Ranveer Vrar sir,tussi bhi chalu hogaye ...dear chefs I felt like you made some Mexican recipes..for me ??๐Ÿ˜Ž..Do I look Mexicana ?? ๐Ÿ˜‹๐Ÿ˜‹๐Ÿ˜..Muchas Gracias then !!

By the way, please don't judge my cooking skills based on my YouTube videos , of course I am not an expert like you all but one of my Mexican recipe was selected by the International chef ,Bobby Flay's cooking competition but because of some personal issues I couldn't attend the finale where I was supposed to show/cook my recipe infront of the large audience and live camera ...I also act weird in front of camera.. #VeryCameraShy :D:P...Anyways,thanks a lot for all your efforts and time .#GuruJiS'๐Ÿ™‡

By the way, dearest Kunal sir ,wo cheesecake recipe and Ranveer sir's no fail kheer recipe (which I think you deleted it ,lekin maine dekh liya ) I wonder kiskeliye tha ๐Ÿ˜Ž๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜ฌ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜‚...SOS these chefs mere ko gumrah kar rahe hain ๐Ÿ˜†๐Ÿ˜…๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‹

Dearest Kunal sir aapki kadak entry mere virtual life mein kabhi nahi bhooloongi,God-send ....๐Ÿ˜ but I hate cheese forever now ..๐Ÿ˜‘


Another best surprise - My daughter recently introduced me to Blippi's videos ,an International YouTube STAR, who makes educational videos in a very creative way for kids and I had a hunch and I was totally taken aback when I finally saw his baking video in rainbow background etc...

Just like my daughter , even I love your videos so much...I've a suggestion ,if possible, do make a video for kids ,since they love you and listen to you for sure..Pls teach them to save money,that money don't grow on trees and it may take a minute to go from rich to rag and rag to rich ..So,value money always right from cents / paise and spend it mindfully , live wisely regardless of being simple or fancy !! 

By the way , I love your name ..so cute and are you like this in real life too I wonder :D..Love your colors too !!

Do you know Blippi,whenever I ask my daughter to spell her name ,she will say ,"B-L-I-P-P-I"!๐Ÿ˜‚ Thnx for noticing me and for your time and effort !:)

So, as a token of thanks from my side, I've made this video as a dedication to all of you people who gave me their precious time and effort , who celebrated colors with me,dark and light with me ๐Ÿ˜.I made a fish thali in Kerala style exclusively for you all lovely people, and for everyone interested.Hope you will like it !!

This video is for my big bro too who mockingly asked my mother if I knew even to cut fish properly...๐Ÿ˜ˆ๐Ÿ˜

And if I am not wrong, I've been noticing lately /hunch that the new hunky,talented star on the block in Tollywood,Mr.Panja VaishnavTej sir ,bagunnara ?:D .I think I saw your drama as well sir and if I understood correctly,I kinda felt like you wanted to say that I look teeny-weenie like your super-gorgeous actress ,your Bebamma without makeup .Eeeshwara parameshwara choodara idhu choodaraa ๐Ÿ’ซ...I am sure your actress hates me if that's true because she is so pretty beyond words and talented .I can't even imagine :D


If I understood correctly,thank you sir,kind of you but I am super ordinary and a #LimitedEdition sir lol ! I also felt like in one of your video ,you wanted to say that samjho maine ukkhaadd liya ,here,we (actors / actresses ) perform to our tune or director's tune only and our actresses dance to their tune or to their choreographer's. AIYO / OMG ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ™Œ

Needless to say, that sounds manly and like a true hero :D..any lady would be flattered/impressed !...:D

That's how it should be sir :P:D...Sometimes there are exceptions it seems ..Bade bade jagah mein,aisi choti choti harkathein toh hoti hi rehthi hai! .. :D:D

All I will say that ANUShka shetty has got nothing to do with it ..:๐Ÿ˜‹๐Ÿ˜‰๐Ÿ˜Ž๐Ÿ’ƒ...Oooopsssssiie...


But on a serious note, no one has to ukkhad or worry :D, I was just giving a shock treatment ๐Ÿ˜ .He is already taken with a long Q of GFs' like you all have usually I guess.And good for him and I wish him the best.However , he is very very special to me !! Had it not been an opposite gender, I would have dedicated an exclusive post why this hero/heerU is special to me long time back itself...But now that it seems like it has become a community project ,so,I will dare to spill it anyways ..

He was the first celebrity who stepped into my virtual life . And I didn't know much about him back then though, as we watch old Malayalam movies mostly .I love the simplicity and the naturality of old movies ,I would rather watch Mammooty sir's dance than the new movies made nowadays ๐Ÿ˜‰๐Ÿ˜‹...(No offense!)

Oh by the way the useless,dragging serials made nowadays, only people who have nothing to do at home will watch them..that's why I've no Indian channels at home...๐Ÿ˜–

So,I did research on him and realized that he is not someone who would entertain any of his ladies fan per se and all his lady colleagues have the best impression about him as a person regardless of his good looks ,body,talent but since I was married and with a kid ,he was lenient towards me perhaps ..He came into my virtual life (Blog) during my lowest point when I believe the supreme God above thought I needed a friend in need (though I was surrounded by my family and friends but..)...

I read somewhere ,a term in spiritual realm ,something like  "dark night of the soul " and he came as the "dark knight of the soul." ๐Ÿ˜Ž๐Ÿ˜†๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‡

His presence initially was a tad disturbing for me as I am not that comfortable with big attention ...but somehow when I started paying attention, it was like an epiphany , there was a sense of familiarity as if I knew him before and I knew he was going to play a huge role in my life and as a matter of facts , he did,he became the turning point in my life ...

Somehow his presence, me reciprocating his time ...his simple,silly,child like ways to cheer me up like a good friend would do, was not required but was soothing at that point in my life ...I felt comfortable because he never flirted ...however , I could see the tension around, the secret woman in his life and other GFs and few of his colleagues couldn't digest and were trying to malign/destroy it ..๐Ÿ˜„๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜‘

Women wished I was dead or something ๐Ÿ˜† ...The main woman in his life itself indirectly showed me that this guy's intentions are not good (oops :D) and so did some of his rivals I believe ..Either he was vilified or I was for no apparent reason...Due to peer pressure (brain wash), I felt even he started behaving differently later on but that was ok ...Afterall we were just a celebrity and a fan ! It was normal from their point of view ...


To all those who said his intentions were/are not good, the way I believe, it doesn't matter who you are with, what matters is who they are with :)))))...When I say ,"Beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder", I mean the in and out, in especially because I believe the beauty in you, sees the beauty in others, the dirt in you, sees the dirt in others..it's that simple !!

And shiny things from your big flashy world is an eyesore to ordinary me but like I said before, I am highly intuitive and I already get the vibe how a person is if I interact with them for a few minutes itself and even though I hardly know him in person, never talked to or had a one-to-one chat or met in person, I already felt/saw, he has a big innocent heart, that's the vibe I got and that's how I will treasure forever...

I also had an extra soft corner for him when I came to know about his traumatic Black paSt /break up he still didn't heal from properly and he is stuck and hopping I feel...

Bottomline , our mutual theme is like those lines from the movie "Tum bin " , 

Janta hun aapko sahare ki zarurat nahi(I know you don't need support
Main sirf saath dene aaya hoon)I have come only to give you company)


He kinda matched my level of childishness or craziness somehow...I trust my gut and can't be influenced by others opinions or agendas ...The filth in others can't malign me but the good in others may inspire me !!. Neither glorifying him or sugarcoating (not ma thing until one truly deserves it !),but with him I will be the safest I believe...#ITrustU

May be he is a little racist though , thoda badmaash bhi hai,expert in pulling my leg...๐Ÿ˜ˆ..lambi bhi nahi hui mein ๐Ÿ˜


Also, if it was merely a physical attraction,I've friends who are equally good looking guys and for me every actors/actresses are equally beautiful/hunks and talented in their own unique ways..So,no chance of any particular crush or infatuation per se (except SRK sir though :P )...A man has to be very special ,someone who can spark my soul to come little closer to me ..Otherwise Tom,Dick and Harry can be good friends for sure BUT keep a distance regardless.... ๐Ÿ˜‹๐Ÿ‘Š

Even my parents are aware of all these and they trust me blindly since my teen days ...


And his parents have given him the apt name in every way ๐Ÿ˜‚ ๐Ÿ‘ถ๐Ÿ‘ญ. Hats off !! ๐Ÿ˜„๐Ÿ™Œ๐Ÿ™.Anyways,I am thankful to him for allowing me ,entertaining me and tolerating me in his virtual life / social media where we communicated sometimes like any other fan...felt like I met an old friend of mine from my childhood days .Will always cherish those memories .Thanks to you all (the notorious gang behind) for bringing him more closer indirectly and for giving me a good celebrity friend for life! ๐Ÿ˜‰๐Ÿ˜†๐Ÿ˜Ž๐Ÿ˜Š๐Ÿ˜Š


In fact,I was as always minding my own business ,chasing my passions (blog/vlog) but if it was not of all those people creating constant drama behind my back, like tit for tat to my every blogposts and videos for fun,revenge,jealousy etc, I would not have mentioned about their black deeds and maligned my blog unnecessarily...

There is a limit afterall ! I have a space / voice /supporters too and rest I will leave to almighty ! ...Whoever messes with me, believe me or not ,messes with almighty..MARK MY WORD ,you will remember my name for sure and God will show me !!#AMEN #InshaAllah #OM๐Ÿ™‡..That's my rapport with the supreme above ...:)

Since you neither know me personally nor have any right on me ,don't try to fix ,control,interfere or project your own reflection on me (unless it is good ),mind your own business and fix yourself first !! #GetALife


Anyways,flashback...(After a few weeks of his and other celebrities following by blog ,when it was becoming overwhelming for me for all these big attentions already)a few friends here, who usually go to India and stay for a couple of months ,suggested me to do the same for a change and before my kid joins school here and then it will be difficult they emphasized. 

It made sense ,so I went to India ......and thanks to Corona , I got a chance to stay for more months and then during that time , I was able to complete a couple of things (except one ) which I always wished to do but regretted that I will never be able to do in my life ,I lost hope and it affected my self-esteem .

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But I did it ! I made the most of my holidays aptly ...My daughter learnt Malayalam , had an amazing long vacation with her grand-parents and relatives around...After my marriage, I never got time to spent some quality time with my parents ,which I finally did too....


During those days also , I've seen concern in his pictures in social media as myself and my daughter were alone and apart from my hubby like a family would do ...Felt like a parental care from him and also other celebrities ...

After him , other celebrities also started following/tolerating me in my virtual space , they all were also doing silly,child like things that made me smile and wonder ๐Ÿ˜ฎ๐Ÿ˜Š๐Ÿ˜ ...Top Youtubers are also following me now...From someone unknown for years to kinda little known ...

I am just extending my heartfelt thanx that is long overdue..

For all these positive changes in my life ,I kinda give the entire credit to this hero /HeerU, the hero of my life (my good luck charm I believe (Touchwood !) ) and that's why I emphasize that he is one of the best happened in my life .His colleague gave me the name Meera but I would rather say it was like Lord Krishna's role in Arjuna's life especially in the battlefield of Mahabharata ..

The way Krishna uplifted and empowered Arjuna to battle for the right ..this hero, his name is also the same ,did in my life, kinda helped me with soul growth ,personal empowerment directly indirectly ...I was kinda stuck , stagnant , feeble ..He came into my life as a catalyst ,to shake things up and wake me up for good ...to change the pattern in life ,to bloom,to blossom against all odds...My perception about life , people , spirituality also changed...and that's why he is and will be one of the best unexpected thing happened in my life. The bond I feel with him is unbreakable (whether in touch or not ) and divinely guided.....because it is purely a soul connection !! #God-made

Tera mujhsey hai pehle ka naata koi,yu hi nahi dil lubhata koi....:)

The other day I read this online ,"Jo sukh mein saath dete hain wo risthey hote hain ,lekin jo dukh mein saath dete hain wo farishthey hote hain " meaning people may be there for your happiness but the people who deliberately are there during your hard times, aren't they very special regardless..like God send ! That's why I say some relationships are so special and endearing that it can't be labelled...๐Ÿ˜Šand may sound little suspicious especially when it is related to an opposite gender ,as they are beyond societal standards/norms...

That's why what may look chaotic from the outside in my life is actually transformative for me .....A blessing in disguise !!:))

It's high time and life has become a community project ,akka movie bann gaya hai shaala :P.So,I wanted to thank U for coming into my life and for all good changes it brought...So thankful to God that our paths crossed ! ..Wish you best not only in your professional life but also in your personal life !!:) Want some fish..meen Kerala style :D


Anthey undi Vaishnaav sir ! Anyways, you acted like a fisherman (what an awesome,natural acting !!) in the movie ,so I hope you will virtually accept and love my fish recipes too...:)...Hope I decoded correctly ! Thanx for noticing me and for your precious time as well...All the best sir ! ...Teenandi..๐Ÿ˜Ž๐Ÿ˜€

Though it was overwhelming for me to get all these celebrity attention,I must say they are kinda indirectly helping me to bloom, to do better .:)

By the way, I am surprised to see that I am being followed by not only Indian tarot /psychic experts but also international ones ...You will understand when I will say ,there are lots of signs and synchronicities,I am seeing angel numbers like 1111 etc...๐Ÿ˜

To JG ,HI :)...I felt like you were saying ,"An American girl here " :D:D...Hi there..your daughter is such a doll and you asked indirectly if any assistance is needed for an ascension to be out of chaos ..right ? ..Well,good to know all experts are around and I will contact you if needed .Right now I am trying to simply ascend myself lol...

To the gorgeous lady who I felt was saying ,"Be proud of your skin tone,you are hot and sexy/stylish something .."Thx but after you :)๐Ÿ’—

The lovely tarot girl, Ms.P Ghosh who was being playful calling me Meera ,Meera-Krishna , holding the cute idol๐Ÿ˜‚ .....(teasing you back )DID YOU KNOW ? In your language of spiritual interest ,aren't these called synchronicities - his home name is Vrindavan and mine too in India is Lord Krishna's home's name and my nakshatra is also of Lord Krishna...Even kinda got reconciled on Vishu which marks new beginning in Kerala and Lord Krishna is worshipped this day ...Abb bolo ?? ..coincidence or spiritually inclined synchronicities I wonder??..See Krishna bhagwaan ke leela aprampaar hai ๐Ÿ˜‰๐Ÿ˜

By the way,tumi kii shundor mein ๐Ÿ˜and you have loads of subscribers...woohooo...All the best for more ~ dil se

I found this funny yet meaningful ,

And I am God's brat !!

Thanx lovely JO in beautiful black dress..inner work right..since you suggest ,I am working on it ! ๐Ÿ˜

Thanx Miss Singh ,Banaras wali sundariii,you are soooo pretty ...ishhh..๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜‰

Veena ma'am ( so funny in black dress and black glass you looked ๐Ÿ˜‚,I think it was for me ),Rakhi ma'am (aapki harr batein mujhey pasand hai ..huge fan !) ,Madan ma'am ( kya khoob lagthi ho badi sundar dikhthi ho ๐Ÿ˜‰๐Ÿ˜)

Some gave me tips for protection from evil eyes ..aww..XOXO :)๐Ÿ’—...some were like fulfill your wish within 24hrs something ,my only wish is to see everyone including you happy ...Some were like how to get more money fast...that I can easily go out and find a job and get it but that's of my least interest as of now....

And many more beauty full ladies ,I don't know your name ..

Since I am interested in spirituality,whenever I get time and come across any of your Youtube videos,I do sometimes watch them ...Very interesting and informative they are , even though I don't follow any of you ..oops...I may get addicted :D

You all are so gifted, gorgeous, talented and friendly too ...:))๐Ÿ’Ÿ

Now that I am surrounded by spiritually inclined experts,correct me or guide me if I mention here something wrong .Abb soch samjh karr lecture jhaadna padega๐Ÿ˜Š

Thanks to everyone who are noticing me and kinda supporting me by showing your presence ...Appreciate it !!:)

There was no reason/motivation for me to continue my blogging or You Tube journey , if at all it was not for my little passions I am chasing and I am so glad that I didn't give up :)...I would have otherwise never been able to meet all these amazing people atleast in my virtual life... Thank God !!๐Ÿ’๐Ÿ’Ÿ๐Ÿ™

Just incase if I make you scratch your head and wonder ..who the hell she thinks she is -ET??..Little bit like this quote from internet (plus love from everyone ,their way)๐Ÿ˜‰๐Ÿ˜€๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜…๐Ÿ˜ˆ

I am also a hopelessly romantic person madly in love with the God's gift - life and the lovely people I encounter in my life...

I know I am not perfect either but I am sensible  ,constantly working on myself  and proud of my parent's upbringing always.I am neither afraid of speaking my truth (how others perceive depends upon them) nor I am afraid to walk alone because God is always by my side and I know, the supreme power I believe in will always send the right people regardless . ~ God's fav. brat !

I was not expecting any such support ...Looks like God made me an army :)....SEE,told you I am being watched and guided by my angels ...Jai ho !! ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿ™‡

I wish every one of you I have mentioned here /readers ,especially singles,may you all have an awesome life with amazing life partners #ChooseWiselyYouGetLifeOnce ..Wish you all the best !!๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿ’

By the way, I am writing this/doing anything with a heavy heart and prayers because of the harsh comeback /the wrath of the second wave of Corona in India is painful beyond words to witness in news.Thinking and praying for everyone out there. Whether got vaccinated yet or not ,please be very very careful and don't take it lightly .PREVENTION IS BETTER THAN CURE !! Don't dare to risk this time at any cost , by any means ...Take all precautions religiously and SERIOUSLY !! Please take good care of yourself and others.....AND PLS pray hard !!

Stay safe and be well,

P.S.Get well soon Tovino sir !...Special thx to gorgeous and talented -Navya ma'am ,Samyuktha ma'am :)) ,Pepe A.V. sir (if I understood correctly ,huge fan !)..:)

Kareena ma'am (first of all congrats ! ) and Karishma ma'am,if  I understood correctly and just to make you happy :D:D..."Bekhudi mein ma'am utta gaye jo kadam,aagayen,ho aagayein,aaagayein paas hum...." ๐Ÿ˜‹๐Ÿ˜‚